speedy0103's Journal

Just realized how long it's been since i've written a journal entry.  i think that means i'm doing okay.  in reading my old journal entries i've realized how far i've come in just a year.  How can you feel like a completely different person just one year later.  i don't recognize the person i was.  i feel so different today.  last year i was hopelessy depressed about my situation.  i was broke after christmas and had no money in the bank.  this year,  i bought presents for those i love and appreciate, enjoyed family and friends during the holiday and by 12/31/07 had all my months bills paid on time, rent was paid and i had money in my account.  in all our twenty years of marriage that never happened.  i'm so proud of myself!  it turns out i wasn't as helpless as I thought.  i'm actually a responsible, capable and independent woman.  Who'd of thought?