Despair
September 3, 2008 8:23pm
They will stare
They will point
They will whisper my name.
I will shrink
I will bleed
I will hang my head in shame.
I am empty
I'm alone
I am lost in …
Goal Completed on Mar 30, 08
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About Me
My name's Nick. If you want to know more just ask.
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You Will Not Win
August 30, 2008 3:23pm
Tears running,
Blood seeping,
Shame growing,
You kill me
Little by little.
But I will NOT
Let you win.
I'll drag you
By the ankle
Just to bring you …
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v_v
August 23, 2008 10:44pm
You plant your seed of
hatred within me.
You water it,
you shelter it,
you make it grow.
It's time that you
Reap what you …
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*sigh*
August 18, 2008 3:14pm
I feel like I'm in the middle of a storm. I'm tied up in my emotions. I have nothing to hang on to. I hate life, and life hates me. My guilt …
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DIE
August 13, 2008 9:37pm
YOU THINK THAT YOURE BETTER THAN ME?!?! YOU THINK THAT IM SO INFERIOR TO YOU?!?! WELL LISTEN UP, YOU'RE NOT EVEN AT THE SAME LEVEL OF BEING AS I …
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thanks for all the help and support u give me
I’m With You
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heyyy nuthin i just got back from a football game @ school and hanging out w/ friends
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Droppin off a quick hug :) I am working on a paper so I can go to my football game tomorrow :) Hope you are ok or better than ok! xx Vem
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i promise i wont leave u promise never will leave u love u
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Schizophrenia
Treatments
Close Self-Injury
I cut
Treatments
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- works a little, the pain effect is wearing off/getting used to it.
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk to my therapist and my mom when im upset.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with psychotic features. I've been depressed for so long now that now that im on my meds i dont feel like myself and it really bothers me.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- seems to do it when im depressed
- Paxil Not Working
- made me manic
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- just doesnt seem to help
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i like talking to my therapist
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- write all then time, specially while im depressed
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- on the max dosage
Open Anger Management
i supress all my anger and store it away in the back of my mind.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- love listening to Otep and Disturbed
Open Insomnia
The demons keep me awake
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- u gotta be kidding... how is this suposed to help?
- Meditation Not Working
- Music Not Working
- i love listening to it, but it doesnt help me sleep
- Trazodone Not Working
Open Multiple Personalities
not sure if its a second personality or a demon.
Open High School Stress
I Hate Highschool
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
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