oiopidfprosaeugoixfdug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I USE TO SAY THAT THIS SITE HELPED ME, EVEN TO PEOPLE REFERING THEM TO THIS, BUT NO NOT ANYMORE.
PEACE OUT.
FOREVER.
happy now.?
GOOD …
is feeling Bad
fatty fatty 2 by 4 is now my theme song.
I NEED(ED) HELP but no one understands that so peace.
I USE TO SAY THAT THIS SITE HELPED ME, EVEN TO PEOPLE REFERING THEM TO THIS, BUT NO NOT ANYMORE.
PEACE OUT.
FOREVER.
happy now.?
GOOD …
Flash backs have been happening the past 2 months every single morning and every single night and they are tearing me apart.
give me your email in a message and or myspace and whatever or screen name bc i love you more than life itself :)
i'll be back in like i dont know …
reported my pictures to get them deleted you are soooooooo ridiculously immature, i hope you feel alot better about yourself, im sorry you cant have …
whered u go???
i will sign on AIM all the time just for you!!! =)
I just got back and wanted to check in --- hope all is well
Hey how are you? I haven't been on here in awhile, so I just wanted to say hi! Hope u have a good week :D
babii gurl!!! How are you?! HEHEHEH i don't know when your daytime is....I only go on AIM when I know your on =D And I am hardly on here anymore =\ LOVE YOU!
i LOVE how people think im totally making it up, not you guys on this sight but other ones like oh you wanted it and oh blah blah whatever...im like wow are you joking me
had it since i was 11 or 12. who knows, but whatever.
happend after this huge ordeal, im basically the poster child for the after affects for post traumatic stress disorder, woo.. =/
im the defintion of codependent. weird how i finally found out what it was called.it consumes my life, i get used, walked over, im a pushover, i get played, i get toyed with, its all a game to these people, i keep going back and i cant even press charges against my rapist!!! this is going out of control..
got diagnosed about 3 years ago, trying to get with it and maintain everything but i keep forgetting to take my medicine, so it becomes a disater with my weight, and i continuously have people calling me fat, and that doesnt help at all, isduogoiudg god, i done.
well now! i just have the best of both worlds physical and emotional abuse happening several times a month, OIFDUGDIOHUDOIHUIRE75983V! uh god.
its more of a paranoia than a phobia, but they dont even have a support group for that which is kind of stupid, but i got this after all this happend, i cant even go out without having panick attacks and looking around constantly in fear that i may see one of those people who want to hurt me, or have already succeeded, i cant go out into public places that i know they will be, i wake up at nite and stare out the window, if i hear the slightest sound, my heart stops and i think they are there.
i use food to cope with emotions, the past 2 or 3 weeks i have gained 10 lbs, and i know its not water weight, i need my old weight back and i need you guys' help please..i cant keep living like this i binge eat all the time so much it makes me disgusted but yet i keeep doing it, the least ive ate was 6 different meals of food, not little meals.