Journal Entry for June 26, 2008
As I sit all alone.
Alone in the dark.
With only the moon and the stars to light my way.
The earth is still.
She is slighent.
I sit to listen.
I close my …
I am a 26 year old mother of 2. I don't get out much any more because I have some disabilitys. I also foun out that I have Porphria. I like playing the harp, but all I make is noise, I am told. I am from Biloxi, MS. I moved here to TENN. after My family and I e-vaced out of MS. I like to listen to most types of music. I am looking for friends to talk to. I don't have anyone to talk with because my husband could care less. I do almost everything on my own. I don't go out side much because the sun hurts my eyes and I have to were perscription glasses.
I like to listen to music, sketch, dance, and be outdoors but olny if it's cloudy. My favorate thing to draw are mythical creatures. I also like to watch SIFI & Horrer movies. I love the cartoon Gargoyles. Call me crazy I dont care but in a sick kinda way Goliath is a sexy gargoyle. I do admit I have an obseassion of all types of mythical creatures. Espically with wings of the night.
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As I sit all alone.
Alone in the dark.
With only the moon and the stars to light my way.
The earth is still.
She is slighent.
I sit to listen.
I close my …
Close your eyes, and take to the night.
Light the fire of desire.
Fill the emptiness in me.
Warm the chill of my bones.
The darkness aches.
You can't …
Wonder why,
We can live a life,
That is left untold?
Look around,
The world gose round,
And just let life pass you by.
A man holds a child,
To see it in his …
Candles raise my desire.
Black satin.
Blue passion.
I feel so far away.
Midnight.
Full moon.
In the night for a brief.
Far away.
Alone with you.
We …
No one can better this.
The moon will rise and fall,
and he will be there.
But I'll be there falling.
As the world falls down.
Long days, long …
thank you very much. heading to ohio in morning for a few days hope ya have a great weekend
oh shoot.You had that bad of a break down.I'm sorry.I'll try to do the msn thing tommorrow.i'm getting tired right now and need to get to bed.got to get up early with the boys.I hope you are doing ok though
thats how i am on yahoo messanger.We so need to set up something for the both of us to chat.
no not msn i have a yahoo though.I'm doing ok busy as usual
Hey there hun.I'm glad you are able to be back on.I've missed talking to you also.I hope things are ok your way.
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I have 2 purtuting disks. L4-L5 & L5-S1. It has servered 50% of my nerve and I am always in constant pain. I have gained weight and became dermadicaly depressed. I can't live my life the way I want to.
I had found out that I have this porphyria. I learned of it this year. I knew that my father has it. The Dr.s are still doing more test to see what they can do to help. As of now there is no cure that I know of. I am afraid of this illness and what it is doing to my family. I have to change everything and I don't know how to cope with it. I would like to know of someone else that has it. How do I live with it?