leannehertzfeldt's Journal

Well I know it has been a long time since I have written anything...but there are a few things that have been going on since I wrote last...not much has changed around here tho.  My husband has decieded that he wants to start trying again to concieve, but I on the other hand just wanna wait a bit, I have to start all those meds again and go through the whole process! I wanna have a baby like yesterday but I am in no hurry to be a bitch on pills again! I just think this break will be a good thing...next is my daddy, he has been doing well he is going through the chemo like a superman!!!  He still thinks he is dying (cause the chemo makes him feel that way) but he isn't and he is so strong, he has been having every single side effect of the chemo tho, poor guy is kinda losing his hair and his fingernails are falling off, he has had heartattack like symptoms everytime he has the long day of chemo, he has had a rash all over his body, mouth sores like you wouldn't believe, and more, but yet he still goes camping and to the race track every time he has a chance! Like I said superman!!! I would be at home crying!  I have been to all of his dr appt except for one, and this week will be #2 I have to miss....which brings me to my next topic...I will be gone for a couple of days we are taking an impromptu trip to kansas...My husbands grandma died this morning, and the funeral is on Thursday...We were really not expecting that! But when do you expect it? So we will be leaving on Wed morn. and comming back between Sat and Sun....Hope everyone is doing well and I pray for you all to have happy healthy families! Please love eachother and don't ever take anyone for granted, you never know when they will fade away!!!