An Update
July 13, 2008 7:25am
Well hello all. I figured that I should probably update since I haven't done so for quit some time. I don't know if you …
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bonziebones
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Tired and pissed. Going to bed.
About Me
I really don't know what to write about me. I am married. Our baby is a 3 year old Great Dane. She is the funniest dog ever. Well at least we think so.:) I also have a little boy who I released for adoption over 6 years ago. He is a great deal of my sadness, but I know I did the right thing for him and he is the happiest little boy ever. I still get to see him and be part of his life. He knows who I am. He calls me "birth mom". Which I think is pretty cute. Other than that I just work, play on my computer(I am a big gamer), and sleep.
Interests
I love to spend time with my husband , my dog, my family, my son(his family) and friends. I also like to play Wii, listen to music, watch t.v., and play on my computer. I like to travel and wished I had more time and money to do so.
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bonziebones updated their status 9:01am
Tired and pissed. Going to bed.…
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July 14
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bonziebones commented on Shell06’s journal entry Scared 4:53am
Congrats on being fertile. Yay!! I am sure it is exciting. You will do fine, you just have to remember…
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bonziebones gave Shell06 a Hug 4:50am
Happy Birthday!! I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care. Big hugs.…
July 13
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bonziebones gave keltiedances a Hug 7:28am
You are welcome so much. hehe I hope you are doing well. Take care. Hugs.…
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Flower
Hi Hon! Thanks for your very kind words! You are a little sweetie! Are you doing okay? I'm thinking about you and want you to know you're a very special person! Have a wonderful, peaceful weekend! Big Hugs, Love, Shelly
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Thank you so much. :)
Flower
Hey there , I notice that you haven't update your journal. I hope that you update your journal real soon. I hope that all is well with you.
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Thanks for you comment on my photos.
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Flower
Thank you. It's nice 2 see that you are still here. HUGS!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I have chronic depression. It all started about 11 years ago. I struggled a lot in high school and things just kept getting worse. I went through a really bad time in 2001 to 2004. I struggled immensely(very hard situation in my life). Things since then have been better but never good. I go in and out of being very depressed and being O.K. I get so frustrated sometimes because I become so sad when things aren't that horrible for me. Just like right now.
Treatments
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- Again I had really bad side effects from it so i had to stop.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- I am going to start taking this soon. I have to ween off Wellbutrin first. Hopefully this will work and not cause bad side effects. I guess we will see.
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- I had really bad side effects from it so I had to stop.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I have wonderful family and friends. Without them I would be a lot worse off.
- Trazodone Considering
- If I have still have problems sleeping in three weeks my doc is considering putting me on this.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Doesn't do anything for me except not cause bad side effects like the other meds.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing my feelings down has always helped me. I haven't done it for a while and I have missed it.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- I had really bad side effects from it so I had to stop.
Close Anxiety
I have generalized anxiety disorder. I have been anxious all my life. Some days it gets so bad it effects my every day activities/life. I literally make myself sick. Many times I have felt like I was dying. I have night paralysis, panic attacks, pull my hair, ect. The littlest things bother me and cause me to worry.
Treatments
Open Adoption
Type: Open AdoptionI have a little boy that I released for adoption little over 6 years ago. It was the hardest time in my life. I knew though that I had to do what I did for him and not for me. I couldn't be selfish. I knew I couldn't at the time give him the life he deserved. After all he had no choice on coming into this world. I knew the decision I made for him is the correct one. I have no regrets, but it still is a great deal of sadness for me. I luckily found a wonderful family for him.
Open Insomnia
I am not always an insomniac, but a lot of the time I am. I goes in spurts. I am a person that needs to get a LOT of sleep. I don't function well at all when I am deprived of sleep. I have asked my doc for help, but she said to wait and see if my depression meds help. When I go to sleep I worry and think way too much. I have really bad nightmares and sleep paralysis. I get upset about my dreams I don't want to go back to sleep because a lot of the time I continue with that dream.
Treatments
Open Anger Management
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