Journal Entry for July 8, 2008
July 8, 2008 3:19pm
I am such a loser!!! I had been doing so well. It was such a good feeling. Not feeling like I wanted to die all the time, not …
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About Me
Live in the uk. I love my job. I have been struggling with depression for a long time but the last 4 years I have been very unwell. I am trying hard to overcome this but finding it tough. I would like to offer my support to other people going through difficult times. Always happy to talk.
Interests
Horse riding, walking, being outside, books, being with my friends and helping people out
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Journal Entry for May 13, 2008
May 13, 2008 1:29pm
Well the sun is shining and I dont actually want to die today. This has to be progress.
Work is going quite well at the moment although it is a …
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Journal Entry for May 7, 2008
May 7, 2008 1:02pm
Well finally some relief from the awful feelings!! I dunno, I still feel pretty crap about myself but the intense wanting to die every second …
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Journal Entry for April 18, 2008
April 18, 2008 1:55pm
I have been trying so hard to do all the right things. Been back at work for a few weeks and that is going well. I try to keep active and …
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Journal Entry for March 27, 2008
March 27, 2008 5:23pm
Still really struggling with these negative thoughts. They are just so powerful. Have been thinking of loads of other ways to kill …
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Hello, I am doing OK thank you it is Friday TGIF I like the nice hug out of the blue you are a Star many thanks how are you doing ? Regards-Martin
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morning hugs to you x
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Sorry to hear about the job interview. Have you applied for anything else? I hope you find something soon. My day didn't turn out to be just one day unfortunately but my new boss is back on monday and i am hoping i will finally get some support from her as i have not had any in the two weeks i have been back. Here if ever u need a rant. x
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Bk at work now which i have just started to find a struggle or it could be that i am having a bad day. How are you hun? cheers for the hug. x
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GOOD LUCK with the interview you deserve it keep up the good work
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionbeen on a lot of different treatments over the last 4 years. Not many of much benefit. Just given me horrible side effects. Currently on the DBT program and on prozac. Trying hard to hold down a job too.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Not Working
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My friends are my lifeline but I find it hard to confide in them. Just dont want to upset them.
- Trazodone Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Close Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
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