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LukeysMomma
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VERY,VERY,TIRED 2day!!!Only slept about 1.5hrs.!!!Took son & Grandson 4 picts. @ Sears 2day-are oh,sooo CUTE!!!Prayers out 2 one & all!!
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About Me
Hi!! I recently hit the "BIG 4-0!!![Am okay w/ it!]I'm a Mother of two great kids!!! I have a 21yr. old daughter, love of my life & best friend, and a 6mth. old Grandson-is my pride & joy!!!Also have a wonderful 2yr. old little boy[Terrible 2's right now!!!LOL!].I recently got engaged[on my 40th b'day!!], to my soul-mate!!!I am no longer able to work[disabled], due to chronic neck & back pain.This will be my 3rd year not working;& I REALLY miss it!!I was a bartender/waitress for 20yrs., & LOVED it![for the most part-LOL!]I also have Severe Fibro., & it's startin' to really wear down my spirit! I try to stay Positive{esp.4 my kids], BUT;it's getting Harder every day!!
Interests
I have a strong interest in Astrology.I've also always wanted to take a course in Photography ;cuz I Love to take picts.;esp.of the kids-BUT..I always end up w/ "headless"picts., etc.!!HA!HA! My dream:Learn to play the guitar B4 I die!! I LOVE children & all animals!Pschy.; & counseling abused kids, is also a very strong interest of mine.I went to college for it, BUT..Never completed classes;becuz I was a single Mother[for 15yrs.].But, wouldn't change a thing!Anybody reading this, I wish u the BEST in life & God Bless You!
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Good Morning Sweetie, Just wanted to let you know my thought's, If your beauty from your heart inside & out could override the pain in your body, You would never hurt again!!! I am SOOOO thankful to have you as my friend!! Let me know how your day went yesterday! Thinking of you alway's, Love your friend, Theresa
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tell me how youve been missay! even if you say its ever so long :) xoxooxox love my mommy and missed her dearly!
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Close Sexual Abuse
Incest as a child (age 2yrs. to age 10 yrs.,until my big brother;9 yrs. older- He Knew Better!!!, joined the Navy-THANK U GOD!)& raped in my 20's.Also molested by 2 B/Sitters @ age7 to age 9!One was male,One was a female.Needless 2 say,unforunately;I trust NOONE w/my child!!So,I don't get out much,alone or just me & my Fiancee.But that's Okay!!
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Helps quite a bit!,& is FUN!!
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Helps quite a bit!,& is FUN!!
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Can be a very difficult experience;but does help.
- Leave Not Working
- Didn't help;felt like I was "running away".The feelings will always be there!!!
- Music Working / Worked
- Feels good 2 just be able 2 get 100% lost inmy music-definitely HELPS!!!!!
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I am just now trying this one. I seem 2 feel much better[most of the time],after talking 2 my fiancee about it,but..I think it's VERY important to trust the person u r talking about it w/ 110%!!!!!!!
Close Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
Hi! Ihave a sweet 2yr. old son[Luke}.Also have a 21yr. old daughter w/ my 6mth. old grandson{my first!}I suffer from chronic back & neck pain,along w/ several other health issues.Parenting is hard enough,but then add chronic daily pain 2 it...Is anyone else out there "trying" 2 be a wonderful parent,but some days it is all u can do 2 get out of bed?!??They r such incredible little people -I love being a Mom!!
Treatments
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
- U HAVE 2 be consistent!!
Open Chronic Pain
Hi! I am 40yrs. old[docs say in the body of a 60yr. old!!];but feel 80 most days!I have very serious spinal compression[worse in my neck].Also,deg. disc disease,spinal stenosis,CFS,arthritis,scoliosis,carpral tunnel&tenditis,fibro.,bulging discs,migraines, spondylosiosis,retrolesesis,[sp?],endometroisis.,ovarian cysts,adenmyosis,& hep c.I have 2 kids,1 is 2yrs.& 1 is 21yrs.!!Would appreciate talking to anyone that can relate 2 ANY of these!Pain level is usually 10+ daily. God bless.
Treatments
- Acupressure Not Working
- Acupuncture Not Working
- Didnt help wasnt a very pleasant experience!
- Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
- The first couple adj.'s seemed 2 help a bit; but then pain got worse!!? & VERY sore after!!!
- Flexeril Not Working
- Makes me way to sleepy;& groggy 24/7!!
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
- Helps to take the "edge" off [most days].
- Lyrica Too Soon to Tell
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- Methadone Somewhat Helpful
- Seemed to help, then I lost that doc,now noone else will prescribe it!!??
- Morphine Considering
- If only I could find a doc that would offer it!!? Was on it in hosp.[1991],w/ first ever back injury[broke & dislocated tailbone & fract. saccrum], helped ALOT!!!
- Naproxen Not Working
- SUCKED!!!No relief!
- Nerve Blocks Somewhat Helpful
- Seemed to help at first,then no relief-only PAIN from the procedure.
- Oxycodone Somewhat Helpful
- Stopped taking it,it made me extremely nauseous!!!
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda helps; but is hard to get the energy & motivation 2 make the drive there & back when u r in a ton of pain.
- TENS Not Working
- HATED IT!!!!!! Could not stand the constant "zaps" u experience!
Open Hepatitis C
I found out I have hep.C 15yrs. ago when I went 2 donate blood.I had NO idea!!!Apparently,when Igave birth to my daughter 21yrs.ago[was an emergency C-section];I needed a blood transfusion.Back in 1987,they didn't screen the blood first,and lucky me!!!-I ended up w/hep.C !!
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
I'm not sure if I'm "allowed" to be here? My daughter is 20,& will be 21 this Thurs.[3/6].But,just becuz they turn 18, does NOT[by any means!]mean the "issues" stop!My daughter has ALOT of anger issues,& likes to take them out on me!! Some is O.K.,but NOT when she takes it to the extreme:tells me to "fuck off",etc.-in front of my 2yr. old son!!Is CONSTANTLY trying to "pick fights" w/me,is demanding,etc.!!!BUT,at the same time,is sweet,thoughtful,& my best friend;& all in all-A good "kid".
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- Education (School) Somewhat Helpful
- Patience Not Working
- Psychotherapy Considering
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I personally think my disorder stems from all of the childhood abuse I endured growing up.I was put up 4 adopt.as an infant&my "mother" mentally & physically abused me'till age 13.She STILL "screws" w/my head, bigtime!& I am 40yrs. old!!!Some days I am strong,& other days- not so much!A few of my OCD's:everything HAS 2 face 4ward,towels folded evenly w/ tags "tucked in",ETC!!
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Tried it 14yrs. agoseemed to help alot!
Open Adoption
HI,I was put up 4 adoption as an infant;& adopted @ 5days old.My adopted Mother was[is] VERY abusive!!Physically,as well as emotionally!! EXP.: She broke my nose 3x by age 10!!And to this day still plays "head games" & guilt trips,etc.!!!
Open Stress Management
Oh my god-where to begin?!?TOOOO many!!Facing a VERY risky surgery[that I DON'T want to have!!}Now a stay @ home Mom[2yr. old son].21 yr. old daughter moves back in & out,w/ her 6mth old son;& is goin' thru domestic abuse & upcoming custody B.S.!! And,MUCH MORE!! All,VERY STRESSFUL!!!!!!
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Never heard of it!!??HOW can I find out MORE??? VERY interested!!
- Music Working / Worked
- Definitely helps!!But, better when I'm alone.And I pretty much get NO alone time!!![2yr. old son]
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Is harder than it sounds;unless u were 1 of the lucky ones born w/ patience!! LOL.
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- Tried it in the past;HATED IT!!!!!Funny,cuz my sign[Sagittarius},says I'm 'spost 2 LOVE it!! LOL!
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
A few yrs. ago I have started having "flashbacks",anxiety, an occasional panic attack,& VERY vivid nightmares!!And, 3mths. ago,I actually startrd to sleepwalk again!!?I feel that it is ALL due to PTSD;associated w/ all the abuse I went thru from birth to age 13. In my "dreams",I feel as if tho'I am actually being molested all over again!!I wake up & actually have 2 turn the lites on,& check the room 4 my brother{who incested me,age 2 to 10},& make sure he's not really there!!!Seem so real!!
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- EMDR Considering
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
- Would LOVE more info. about this group,if anybody has any??
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- Supportive Care Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- But can be VERY painful!!
Open Degenerative Disc Disease
Hi! I have severeDDD,along w/ many other neck & back probs. .Severe daily pain,can't do the things I once could!They want 2 do a Laminectomy & fusion,but I'm still NOT comfortable W/ that!!!
Open Fibromyalgia
Hi,I was diagnosed w/ fibro.14yrs. ago,when I was only 26yrs. old!!Back then[1994],Doctors did NOT even believe there was[is] such a Horrible,painful disease!!!So..becuz of that,I was often told that the pain was all in my head from other Doctors thru the yrs.!! Talk about a "slap in the face!!!!!" I am now 40yrs. old,& I thought the pain was bad B4..it is absolutely HORRIFIC now!!!Everyday!!And ther r soooo many things I can No longer do!It sure takes ALOT of the FUN out of life!!!!SUCKS!!!!
Treatments
- Acupressure Considering
- Acupuncture Not Working
- Did NOT help;& very costly!!!$$$$
- Adderall Working / Worked
- Aqua Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Is GREAT,IF u have access to one ALL the time!!
- Cyclobenzaprine Not Working
- Absolutely HATE how it makes me feel the next day!!!Icky!
- Cymbalta Considering
- Am VERY curious about this drug! Can anybody tell me anything about it???Please.
- Duragesic Patch Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Not Working
- YUK!
- Elavil Working / Worked
- But I don't take it anymore,cuz I was on it for sooo many yrs.!
- Guaifenesin Not Working
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Help a teeny,weeny bit.
- Lyrica Not Working
- Side Effects!!!!!!!!
- Morphine Considering
- Neurontin Not Working
- YUK!!
- TENS Not Working
- Did NOT help,And I HATED how it felt!!!
- Ultram Not Working
- What a joke!!!
- Vitamin B12 Too Soon to Tell
Open Back Pain
Hi!I am 40yrs.old,a Mother of two.& a Gramma of one!This pain is a living HELL!Orig.Injury:6/5/91,broke saccrum & tailbone,& dislocated it!NOW:Fibro.,DDD,Severe spinal cord compres.,sp.stenosis,migraines,sp.arthritis,rheumatoid arth.,CFS,bursitis,myofacial pain synd.,scoliosis,bulg.discs,spondylosis,retrolethesis,hip problems,CTS,tendonitis.I am facing 2 risky surgeries(SOON),that I am NOT sure if I want to go thru w/ or not?!?!!Would like advice & opinions ,PLEASE!!Any help is appreciated!
Treatments
- Acupressure Somewhat Helpful
- Acupuncture Not Working
- Bedrest Not Working
- Carisoprodol Not Working
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- Cortisone (Injection) Not Working
- Darvon Not Working
- Epidural Injection Not Working
- Fentanyl Considering
- Flexeril Not Working
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Morphine Considering
- Naproxen Not Working
- Physical Therapy Considering
- Relaxation Not Working
- Stretching Not Working
- TENS Not Working
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