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Journal Entry for June 19, 2008 Mood
Thursday, June 19, 2008

WTF IM SORRY IF IM SCREAMING BUT I HAVE TO MY MOM IS SO DAME NOT MY MOM NE MORE SHES SHIPPIN ME TO THIS PLACE CALLED HILLCREST FOR TEENAGERS WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED I DONT WANNA GO DAMMIT WHY CANT SHE JUST LET ME WORK OUT MY FUSTRATIONS ON THE BALLET FLOOR DAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMIIIIIITTTTT I NEED TO SOME DRUGS OR SOMETHING I WONDER WHAT CRACK IS LIKE IT LL SURE ASS HELL MAKE ME SKINNY NOPE ILL JUST STICK WITH THE USUAL NICOTINE GUM SINCE I CANT SMOKE LOL WHERE CAN I GET SOME WEED FROM PROB LIKE ASK MY SISTER SHES THE BAD ONE AND DOES EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN LOL DAMMMIIITTT I HATE MY MOM HER AND MY DAD OF COURSE ARE SEPERATED BUT HAVE BEEN TALKIN ON THE PHONE ALOT IM ABOUT TO TELL HER I MADE IT UP BECAUSE LIKE I CALLED HIM LIKE A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO AND HE SAID HE WOULDNT TOUCH ME NE MORE HE PROMISED SAID IF WE JUST COME HOME HE WOULDNT TOUCH AND I BELEIVE HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND HE HAS NEVER PROMISED THAT 2 ME B4 I JUST MISS HIM I DONT CARE NE MORE HE CAN HAVE ME IF HE WANTS I JUST WANNA GO BACK AND THATS THE HONEST TRUTH I LOVE HIM AND I CAN DEAL WITH IT I LIKE TO THINK OF MYSELF AS A STRONG PERSON I REALLY DO WELL I GOTTA FINISH PAINTING MY NAILS SO BYE

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  1. Roxas

    that sucks. you shouldn't have to go where you don't want to go. you do seem like a strong person so keep thinking you are because you really are. anyway, i just hope things go well for you soon.


    Roxas

  2. Pitcher

    hey stay calm everything will work out! and no u do not need any drugs!.....u will b ok....just take one thing at a time....srry u feel like you do but hang in there itl b ok:)


    Pitcher

  3. SEMPERSUGAR

    PLEASE TAKE CARE OF U FIRST,U NEED TO GET THE HELP NOW,WHILE YOU ARE YOUNG,YOU DESERVE IT,YOU ARE A VICTIM,PLEASE DO NOT MINIMIZE IT,IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOURSELF IT WILL ALWAYS BE HELL.DO NOT FEEL GUILTY,I AJM AM BEGGING YOU TO DO IT,I DIDN'T AND I HAVE SUFFERED ALL OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF IT,PLEASE LET YOUR'E MOM HELP YOU,THERE ARE TOO MANY THAT WON'T AND YOU ARE LUCKY SHE IS STANDING BY YOUR'E SIDE.THERE WASN'T ANYONE FOR ME,THERE ARE SO MANY FEELINGS THAT NEED TO BE ADDRESSED FOR YOUR'E SAKE,SO YOU CAN HAVE A BETTER LIFE.GUILT IS THE BIGGEST OF ALL,PUT THE BLAME WHERE IT BELONGS,WE CAN LOVE SOME PEOPLE ,BUT WE DON'T HAVE TO LIKE THEM,IF YOU DON'T TAKE CARE OF IT NOW,U WILL REGRET IT LATER AND ALWAYS SUFFER FOR IT,YOU ARE A VICTIM, WITH RESPECT AND LOVE YA LOT'S, GOD ONLY MADE ONE OF YOU FOR A REASON,MAKE THE MOST OF IT. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX


    SEMPERSUGAR

  4. 79pounds

    you'll be best off cutting your father out of your life permanently. he's demented. you think you love him because he provided food etc for you as a little kid. its a normal reaction. ideally, your mother should end all contact with him and sever his parental rights. never believe a criminal, they are total liars just like alcoholics and drug addicts.


    79pounds

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