BallerinaGurl's Journal

i know i havent written in a long time i guess i havent been feeling like it my dad he gets so mean at times today i guess i made him angry and he put his hands in my pants and he just hurt me really bad and i just cant tell ne one because i dont want to have to go through everything that i went threw b4 i really dont and it might stop i jsut i dont know im trying to control myself around him maybe if i stop being such a flirt but i cant understane how i am being a flirt hes my dad what do i do to provoke him i give him hugs like normal children i give him kisses i mean what do i do and he says that the reason he does those things to me is because he loves me and 2nite he said that since he gets off work early hes coming into my  room and is going to make me feel like a woman again maybe its my fault that he is doing this