One thing worse than being betrayed ..
July 4, 2008 9:21pm
Thinking u have been betrayed, and being wrong ..
I'm so sorry .. u know who u r ..
I truly believed what I had thought .. and I was so …
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About Me
I'm editing my list of friends .. if I don't hear much from u .. I'm deleting u .. sorry .. This thing is not a popularity contest .. It's about life, and reality .. Thanks 4 understanding .. Ray
Interests
I seek like minded kind and caring friends .. If u have deceipt in ur heart .. please go bother someone else ..
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When a friend betrays ..
July 2, 2008 11:29pm
So sad .. when u realize u have been played the fool .. by someone u trusted ..
Feeling very sad right now ..
Wondering why ...
I know …
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Clumsy - Our Lady Peace
June 19, 2008 1:57am
Throw away the radioSuitcase keeps you awakeHide the telephone, the telephoneTelephone, in case you relalizeThat some days your just not ok …
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Starseed .. by Our Lady Peace
June 18, 2008 4:02pm
I let go of the world that was holdingA passenger that could not flyIn search of soulsSouls in search of somethingLet it goLet it slideWhen I find …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWorking my way thru a crash landing ..
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- nope ..
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- This one helps to control my anxiety .. seems like I've been on this one forever ..
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Working thru issues with my psych .. seems to be helping some ..
- Cymbalta Not Working
- nope ..
- Effexor Working / Worked
- On a huge dose .. seems to be ok .. but .. still not sure ..
- Geodon Not Working
- nope ..
- Lexapro Not Working
- tried, did not work
- Luvox Not Working
- nope
- Meditation Not Working
- nope ..
- Paxil Not Working
- nope ..
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- This one is hit and miss .. when I'm in an upward spiral .. it helps .. however .. when I'm in a downward spiral .. does not seem to work ..
- Prozac Not Working
- nope
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Gotta change so of my beliefs .. so I can live a healthier lifestyle .. There is so much I have need to change ..
- Seroquel Not Working
- nope ..
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- It does help .. but .. it is also very wearing on them .. I try not to bother them too much ..
- Trazodone Not Working
- nope ..
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- nope
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes this helps .. depends on which spiral I am at .. at that time ..
- Zoloft Not Working
- nope ..
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Got this from my loving parents .. lol ..
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- To a degree .. this has helped ..
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- To a degree .. this has helped ..
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I am attending a group called the Men's Project .. they teach us some coping skills .. and how to go about getting in touch with our inner anger .. so we can safely release it ..
- Leave Not Working
- Got married as a very young man .. 20 years old .. to get away from them ..
- Music Working / Worked
- From time to time .. I find this very helpful ..
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- My doctor is trying to help me through some of the anger issues ..
- Talking Working / Worked
- From time to time .. this helps ..
