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    About Me

    I'm married and have a wonderful child. What should be the happiest time of my life is colored by my past. Every problem that arises now is only amplified by my own insecurities.

    Interests

    I collect fossils. (I took invertebrate paleontology in college.) British literature is my passion. I like to read and do a wide variety of arts and crafts. Lately, I've been doing baby-related projects since I had my son on May 2.

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    • Journal Entry for August 25, 2008

      Mood August 25, 2008 1:15pm

      I'm feeling pretty good right now. The day before yesterday, some old hard feelings got drudged up. It turns out my trust issues with James …
    • Journal Entry for August 17, 2008

      Mood August 17, 2008 6:10pm

      Well, we just got back from my in-laws out of state. The trip wasn't a total bust. I had to be abrasive only twice with them. I think they've …

    • Journal Entry for August 1, 2008

      Mood August 1, 2008 2:01pm

      Alright, well not too much has happened since I last blogged. One big thing did though: I nearly lost a toe. I got a sudden serious, fast-spreading …
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      Mood July 12, 2008 5:49pm

      Things have been pretty great. Kian is wonderful. He got his shots yesterday and was a real trooper about it. He's in perfect condition according …
    • Journal Entry for June 20, 2008

      Mood June 20, 2008 12:18pm

      James has been wonderful the past few days. I just wish I hadn't had to have almost thrown him out to instigate the change. He's sort of …

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    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I finished out my dialectic therapy for Borderline Personality Disorder. It really did help. I've had major depression since the age of eight, when I first attempted suicide. I'm not self-destructive, but being bpd I'm destructive towards most positive relationships.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      It seemed like no counselor was around long enough to really help. It was good do have someone constructive to talk to, but I never really got closure on anything.
      Trazodone Working / Worked
      It put me to sleep and that's really all I needed. I had to stop b/c it was interfering with my ability to do homework.
      Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      It did enpower me. I felt stronger, but many times I didn't feel like my counselors really understood.
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      I was sexually abused by my babysitter's parents from the age of around 6 to 8. It wouldn't have hurt so bad if it wasn't for the fact that my mom had to have known and still sent me over there.

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      Art Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      I was physically and emotionally abused by my mother. It got to the point where she tied me up and left me in a closet. When I moved in with my father, he continued the emotional abuse. He left me to take care of my infant brothers and his epileptic wife.

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      Art Working / Worked
      Group Therapy Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
    • Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)

      My baby is due May 7, so I thought I'd get a head start on this group.

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      Breast Feeding Working / Worked
      I fully plan on breastfeeding.
      Patience Working / Worked
      Research Working / Worked
      I trained really hard to be a mother. I took a class on childhood development and continue to research on anything I'm hazy about. I also raised two of my brothers, so hopefully that experience will help. I'm a big advocate of babycenter.
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