mckissick's Journal

still doing well just need to update I love my new meds they are so helpful I can tell when it it time to take my next pills because I get a little anxious but they sure keep me in check  as soon as I take them I lose the anxiety yeah that is my worst and depression have not felt that in a long time either yeah I love feeling better!!!!!!  it also helps me with my other issues like the husband which is going wonderfully and the sexual abuse which I am scared as hell to delve into again?  don't know what to do? about that think I should but don't want to? maybe I should just take a nice break untill I feel I really am ready.  I am sure I will have a time when I am ready to deal with that one of my issues with the sexual abuse is I don't like attention from men but I also don't like to be fat so I have to choose do I want to be fat and get no attention or do I want to be thin and deal with the attention?