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Journal Entry for June 24, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 | A General Update story
I am feeling a little blue tonight and I think it is I cannot handle my husband being gone anymore. I need him here with me it is to hard to have him away anymore but really there is nothing we can do. till I have time to go to school and get some sort of education.  but that also makes me nervous because my kids are just about teenagers. and I know how bad of a teenager I was and I know how bad of a teenager my hubby was and also knowing that 2 of my kids are bp.  is just I don't know what to do I miss my husband and for him to come home and stop driving.  would be a huge pay cut I don't know what to do I guess it will come to me.  ahhhhh I just hate being down it sucks so bad!!!! wish that I didn't have to feel this way I go to see my pdoc tommorrow and I am sure that he will add something to my medical cocktail but I sure hope it is not seroquel I am sleeping all the time...  
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  1. mckissick

    wow how codependant is this?


    mckissick

  2. NoOneLeft

    Actually, I think it's pretty common not to want to have your spouse away for long periods of time. After all, that's why we get married! It's good he is looking at modifying his work. My brother in law drives a big rig, but locally, not OTR.


    NoOneLeft

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