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still doing well just need to update I love my new meds they are so helpful I can tell when it it time to take my next pills because I get a little anxious but they sure keep me in check as soon as I take them I lose the anxiety yeah that is my worst and depression have not felt that in a long time either yeah I love feeling better!!!!!! it also helps me with my other issues like the husband which is going wonderfully and the sexual abuse which I am scared as hell to delve into again? don't know what to do? about that think I should but don't want to? maybe I should just take a nice break untill I feel I really am ready. I am sure I will have a time when I am ready to deal with that one of my issues with the sexual abuse is I don't like attention from men but I also don't like to be fat so I have to choose do I want to be fat and get no attention or do I want to be thin and deal with the attention?
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still feeling pretty good my doctor changed all my medicine around 3 weeks ago the only side effects I am still having are a bit irritabililty and some issues with the sleep I go to see the pdoc again tommorrow and we will see what he does to me tommorrow I hope not a depilitating change I know how meds. can make you feel worse and I would rather not take them I hope he don't give me any more seroquel it sure helped me when I was down and out I mean like suicidal out but I am no longer there and I hate to be that sleepy!!! I sure do love my friends here on ds I thank you all very much!!!!
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still feeling good not alot to update when your feeling good!!!!! thank goddess!!!!!
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Irritable and no sleep?! Sounds like dysphoric hypomania in action. Then bad sleep makes you more irritable! I take pills that make me sleepy (lamictal) at bedtime, along with my clonazepam. Pills that can disturb sleep I take in the morning (wellbutrin.) When I feel the rage coming on, I take a xanax-like pill: fast acting, fast clearing. Just knowing I have it helps me NOT blow my stack.
I still prefer mad to sad though! Right now, I'm pretty good with both.
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