Journal Entry for July 11, 2008
This weekend will be the longest one.
is feeling OK
I am student of Long Ridge riting Group located in Connecticut. I believe in live and let live. Some of my passions are living a better life. As well as always striving to do better than the day before. I will be moving to the West Coast next month.
Some of my interests include helping others. Being good to others. Being good to myself. Learning more every day. Moving to the West Coast and living my life to the fullest.
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This weekend will be the longest one.
I have been experiencing some insomnia lately. Other than that I am doing ok. It's a pleasure to be able to write at Ds again. …
I haven't written in awhile but tonight I want to share the deep feeling I have had inside since last week. I met an incredible woman who I …
Had a relaxing day. Could have been alot better. I wish everone here at Ds a great weekend.
Life was so much better when I had someone dear to my heart. I would like someone to tell me if I am just occupying space here at Ds. I …
well thank you :] why has your weekend been so long?
haha thanks. how've you been?
Happy 4th of July!!!
work is going good. i got hired by the company that i did my extern with and i start today.
huggs to you this morning friend. we can talk anytime. im using my computer at work so if i dont get back immediately i will get back to you.
some of my pastime hobbies are hiking and running. I also like to practice martal arts and yoga. Though the hiking can be stressful to my knees. I learned to mederate the frequency of hiking. I nowfocus more on calisthenics.
I find myself to be extremely shy. It hurts spending Friday nights alone. It also hurts being confident in most situations but not when it really counts. I have the strength of will. I also have the courage to perservere.
When I was six I was the class clown. Being that didn't mix well with my home life. So I was beaten for it.
I suffered abuse as a child and felt totally alone. The abuse started when I was six years old. I was an only child living with one parent and my grandparents. When they went on vacation I felt completely abandoned. The time my grandparents vacationed for was a period of 3 months. . When I acted out for attention I received more head games and abuse. This cycle went on for years until I was twelve. I was finally able to physically and intellectually fight back.
I have avoided my underlying difficulties for most of my life. About two years ago when I moved away from my family, I began to uncover alot of repressed emotions. That is when I began to heal.