Journal Entry for July 8, 2008
July 8, 2008 8:18am
Everything good, still sober, still smokefree.. Not struggling, with either.......
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Journal Entry for July 4, 2008
July 4, 2008 7:52am
The greatest thing in this worldis not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are moving.
Focus on how you will become successful today …
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June 30, 2008 11:28pm
Today, I took my son to the airport to visit his dad in Rehab, for family week.. It was hard, he has mixed feelings on the trip. He has held so much …
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI Have had ED since I was 20. It has gone on ever since. I have always struggled with low self esteem, especially my body. I have been doing it ever since. I went into treatment ctr, 5/07, and I am worse then ever. It made me hate food.. I eat very little... I know what I am doing is wrong, but ED and ANA has taken me over.. I am very scared. I am past the point of hunger..
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- In the center, they made you eat so much, pushed foods you do not eat. It made me not want to eat anymore. I have a new Nutrionist.. She is amazing, I love her.. Keep looking until you find one who you ae comletely comfortable with..
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Loved group therapy. Get good advice, and can give advice..
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- It was great to be with other people with my problem. It made me finally address all my demons, my past, childhood, things that leed up to my disorder.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Made me have no feelings, I felt numb inside.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Counseling does work, you just have to keep going.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was in a 7 yr relationship, and was both physically and emotionally abused. he hurt me bad, and I took it. He is my son's father, and I have to deal with him to this day. I take only the gift of my son from this experience and tortue that I endured.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- It took him hitting me while I was holding our 4 month baby in my arms, and I almost fell and could of hurt my son. I left, and never went back.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talked about it for the first time when I was in treatment center. That is when it hit me, I was a victim of domestic violence. It helped for me to finally talk about it, and know that it was not my fault.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused from the age of 5 through 7. He was my babysitter. It took me until I was 36 to tell anyone, my parents were blown away, and acted like "No way". They were partying and did not see the pain I was in.
Open Fibromyalgia
I was diagnosed 5 yrs ago, after months of people thinking I was crazy. My Dr. put me on whatever to just get me out of his hair. Its frustrating. I think to this day, my husband does not believe in fibromyalgia. How is it that 1 day I wake up, and can hardly move a muscle, or get out of bed, no sleep. It continued.I never even heard of Fibromyalgia, yet I am in pain for months, have all the symptoms.Its horrible that Dr. think you are making up PAIN, and soreness. Especially your husband.
Treatments
- Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
- I guess I did not take it ling enough to feel any relief.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Din not work, but I only took it 4 a while, wanted a quick fix
Open Alcoholism
I starteddrinking at 15 yrs old, always drank. I have had 1 DUI, and recently was drinking before, during, and after work. By MYSELF.. I went into treatment ctr for eating disorder, and realized I was an alcoholic. I have been sober for 9 months. I miss it, but will not go back. I feel better without it.
Treatments
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- Went to a few, but have done it on my own.
- Willpower Working / Worked
- When I feel the urge, I think it would be great to have one, but I think how I will feel afterwards, the dissapointment in myself. 1 will only lead to more.
Open Self-Injury
When I was 23, I cut my wrist. Not really intending to kill myself. Just for pain. I cut myself, if I fail or do something stupid, like eat too much, etc.. It makes me feel real pain, and releases it. I have several scars on my arms, then went to my inner thighs. It has been awhile.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- I love rubber bands. When I have bad thoughts, I snap it, I even have had people snap it for me. A great source of pain.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- Tattoos, I love. Mine all have meaning, of my kids. 1 i got when I was in tretment, to remind me of my time there.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have been smoking on and off since 15.. I always quit during pregnancy, and nursing, usally went back to smoking after a few yrs of babies.. I am 1 yr sober, and now need to quit smoking.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- Just stopped.
- Willpower Working / Worked
- so far so good
