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STOP SENDING ME FUCKIN FORWARDS YOU FUCKIN ASSHOLES !
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I'm a 22year old female from buffalo ny. I'm on D.S. to get the support I need to deal with my problems. I am, um, very anti-social because I can sense people’s fakeness. Too unreal. Too pretend. People aren’t good actors. So, there I am. You see me, sitting down, in all black, and you contemplate on whether to come up and say something to me. Now there’s two things I could be. I could be the most real creature in the bloody world, that thinks and knows more truth and with me, you could learn to understand and make sense that what most humans believe in is nothing but assumptions and you can live a very brutally truthful life, and most likely be sickened by mankind, or I can be some confused chick. With nothing better to do than to talk about the faults of humans and where they screwed up and keep screwing up. It’s your choice. Just remember, I’m sitting there, reading your thoughts, knowing what you want to do, but hesitate at it. Amused by it. And don’t really give a shit if you wanted to come to me or not. It’s your choice to live in a life of lies. Take out the F in life and you get your reality. Or if you want to be open…
My interests are : reading about psychology , japanese culture and rock music, vampires.photography, writing dark poems and twisted stories. going to cemetaries. talking to my cat, being goth.
bloodyandtornkittie gave balderdashandpiffle an I'm with you 2:31pm
yea lets go hunt tigers. you know "people are strange" lol. miss you. will send music vids soon. computer…
bloodyandtornkittie gave balderdashandpiffle a Hug 5:20pm
thanks hun. i havent been able to go online often cuz my friend has a virus but hope to be back soon…
bloodyandtornkittie wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 20, 2008 2:24pm
hey guys, i still cant belive she still has this dumb -- journal.i mean really, she wants the whole…
bloodyandtornkittie replied to their discussion post hey in the Multiple Personalities support group 3:10pm
hey guys...sweet no whiners. i like it. now apple hmm...your name is apple for the evilness of snow white?..i…
bloodyandtornkittie gave balderdashandpiffle a Hug 3:08pm
merci friend.…
July 20, 2008 2:24pm
hey guys, i still cant belive she still has this dumb ass journal.
i mean really, she wants the whole fuckin world to find out what she is thinking …
July 19, 2008 3:35am
i'm back and nobody will ever know.
people are such little losers. i must say.
they dont know me everywill but they will get to know me real soon.
July 17, 2008 4:04am
IS HE EVER GOIN TO LET ME GO?
I NEED TO LIVE MY LIFE. BUT HE WONT LET ME GO, I CANT GET RID OF HIM.
HE IS DEAD, CANT HE SEE THAT I'M REALY TRYING …
July 17, 2008 3:46am
well its been awile since i have been here. things are sort of ok but i get these weird numbish feelings and i remember shit i really dont want to …
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Hey Kittie shall we hunt tigers http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Bz6K...
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=q6o5... A song for the new kittie on the block
HEY GRL IM OUT OF INPATIENT i will be attending your gruops now.Hope u r ok thinking of u
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i have been dianosed bi polar but the major kind
i have been doing self injury since i was 11 years old. i try to stop but it gets harder and harder each and every day
i have been abused since i was 5 ,both physical and emtional by my mother.
my conceler said i had this and i need to understand what this is all about. so far there is tess who is between 5 and 17 and there is maria who is 19 and kc who is 25
i think i'm bi ..i was drunk once when was 18 and made out with my friend. we dated for a short wile..but did not have sex or anything like that.
i get anxiety over anything bad and i worry about it so much i get pains from it.
i get this way when i'm afraid of something i don't even know what it is. i want it to stop
i'm 22 years old and i had a ex boyfriend who was 37 years old. in 2004 he died from a drunk driver crashing into him. his mother did'nt tell me or let me see his body at the funarul.i found this out through my best friend. at the time of the crash ,he had a special gift for me that he never got a chance to give.
i'm 22 and i have been dealing with PD since i was 17. i really need help with the feelings and mood swings.
i feel responsible for others feelings, have a very hard time being assertive and constantly sacrifice my own feelings to make others comfortable. i'm not sure if i belong in this group or not.
