cheryllhillman's Journal

another lonely day in my life..wow..i really hate all this..i want to feel nothing just like him..jerk..hes a different person any more..its so wierd..what has happened..its all wrong..i called him at work today and he was a goof and hasnt even called me back..he dosnt care how i feel..i wish i could get that through my head..someday i wiil i guess..maybe if i wasnt so lonely..it fucking sucks to be so lonely..it hurts..just makes u want to cry..i sure do enough of that..for awhile i thought i couldnt cry anymore..but oh yes i can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!