hugsneeded's Journal

my mother and I do not agree on me going for the Long term monatoring for the epilepsy that I have and if the medication is going to work or not in stopping seizures. So, I had a screaming OUT LOUD dream that was all based on fact, and I need to tell my mother if she does not want to be a supportive person at the hospital thatn for her to send flowers and not come. First I need to tell my T, and then my mother. Oh joy! Like I already have enough to make me seize before I get to the inductions part of this week. I love my BF and my parents but right now the CC is maxed, I am haveing to get another and no funds but my meassly disablity is paying for EVERYTHING. It is not fair, and what is more not fair is that I needed OP PTSD treatment and the insurance never wanted to pay! I NEEDED TREATMEWNT YOU ASS HOLES! I attempted to comatize myself and it did not work, just made me reeally sick. And I am and was sssssoooooooooo angry that did not work either. I have more problems that I can post. I know I need preayer, for family are dying left and right and I have had it - WHEN IS IT MY TURN!