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Friday, May 16, 2008

Today is shot number 12 night..humm I forgot if I do 24 weeks 25 or 26....thats not good. I have to ask my Dr...anyway Its a battle this treatment. I have been fortunate to be working full time. it has it moments. I do have God with me everywhere so when I am wea hes right there for me thats my secret..I literally walk around someone else....I dont know whos body I am walking in yet today I had a new idea. The Dr told me what he is hoping for is to get all of the shots in me. You have such a better chance if you complete the treatment..I have got 11 down 12 tonight. so far so good. My newapproach instead of reminding my self on a dialy basis of how tired I am is to remember some people cannot even do this treatment..or some have to stop due to complications..I may have thee sides YET I am so fortunate each shot down that I am able....I look forward to each one now after I realized this..to the finish line....me and God and My husband and daughter and all the people who have been so there for me..to the finish line people.....complete the treatment..get through....get to the side of healing and the end of this season of our lives.........I am ok now with how I fel...dont let yourself talk you into being overwhlemed and depressed part of fighting this thing is in your mind..I need it daily a renewal...a fresh outlook.....the truth is we are sick and we have a great chance to beat it..lets focus on that..each shot is a blessing and thank God we can take it sides and all....and God I just pray for those who cannot or who had to stop I pray that you help the Dr come up with a new treatment one they can do to heal...thank you God with all of my heart for being with me always through this before this and after..you are always the same THANK GOD for that....heres to shot 12..

also I ask if you read this to pray for my niece Jenny who had the brain surgery. She was recovering fine...lots of pain and healing yet fine. Then out of the blue a terrible headache..now she back in the hospital with meningitis..NOT GOOD shell be ok shell be in a week or so..thank God they discovered this..the poor thing has been through so much and her parents.....please continue to pray for our Jenny..Ill update and even post a picture of her soon thanks all and may you all be happy and peaceful tonight and grateful for all we do have. Love you Diane

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ok, shot 12, you're right, i really find myself looking forward to fri, b/c it's one more shot out of the way, one shot closer to the end. i'm so proud of you, you are doing so great. honored to be you friend. will pray for jenny, been wondering how she's been doing. good night....anna

al11
Diane you are being so strong and positive...your post was a real inspiration to me. I may need to go back and read it myself if I find myself getting discouraged. Half way through...way to go...your over the top now and on your way to the finish line. Your body is at war...and you are feeling some pain...but winning the battles and so you will win the war and health will be restored to you. You will be you again...just healthier. I am praying for your niece, bless her heart. I told you that I have a 8 year old niece that has a brain tumor. I got to talk with her on the phone tonight. I am asking God to watch over both of our beloved nieces ok. Big ole hug to you friend. Jeannie

CSick
Diane, you are in inspiration to me! Your niece is in my prayers and you are too! Keep on keeping the good thoughts and you will come out on top. You're half way there and I am proud of you for taking this on and keeping yourself strong and positive. Mary

KaryMelly
With that attitude you are a over comer! With Gods help you will make it! I pray the Lord's continuing healing power to touch Jenny. God bless and keep her. In Jesus Name

mammy
Hey, Gosh I can't believe what you have to go through. I'm so sorry for that. It sounds very painful. I'm going to pray for your niece and your health. Love, Joy

Joyfulgrl