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Journal Entry for February 23, 2008 Mood
Saturday, February 23, 2008
ok, so here goes.... I just recently got divorced.  I found out my husband had been cheating on me for the last 5 years, with multiple women.  The worst part is that 3 years ago, we split up and were seperated for 13 months.  He worked really hard to get back into my heart, and the whole time, he was messing around.  I didn't have a clue.  So, I put the papers through, and now it's final as of last week.  I just found out yesterday that he already has a steady girlfriend.  I don't know why that hurts me, but I guess it's because I feel like he should have fought for me more than he did because he of course, still says he loves me.  I don't know why I would want to have him fight for me because I can never trust him again.  I guess I want him to feel the frustration that I do - wanting something so badly that you can't have.  For me, I wanted a faithful loving husband, and that's something I can't have with him.  I'm not sure if this posting will do me any good.... I guess time will heal me.
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  1. HeavyHeartinJax

    I'm with you girlfriend. In the 6 years I was with my husband I NEVER caught him in a lie until 6 weeks ago and I found out I don't even know him at all. He tells me he is sleeping on the couch at his "Friends" house. Oh whatever. I personally think he has lost his mind. This girl is 20 years younger then him and the same age of his son that just took his life Jan 30 this year. Talk about a shock. I went from a marriage that wasn't so great to Losing a son and Husband within 3 weeks. I'm just ready to move on. It has helped me a lot just packing up all of his stuff. Look me up if you ever want to talk.


    HeavyHeartinJax

  2. Bert55

    Posting always helps. It helps you get your thought out and organized. Besides others will read and give you the understanding and support you need. I was cheated on too, with circumstances to horrible to discuss here, and I found and to continue to find caring people who talk me through my dark days.

    Time will heal. You are going to pull through this. Take care of yourself and surround yourself with people who care about you. (((HUGS)))


    Bert55

  3. GeocacherNY

  4. GeocacherNY

    who can say where the road goes, where the day flows?


    GeocacherNY

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