patcat's Journal

Seems I'm still going through lots of changes.  Just when I think I'm doing OK something happens... seems I go one step forward then two steps back.   Many have told me it gets worse before it gets better.  Believe me that is what it feels like today.  Friends and family tell me I am doing so well...  I'm a strong woman.... I have a good attitude and will do ok.... I'll find someone else; someone you appreciates me more than my stbx did.      So how come i feel so bad??? Guess I know part of the answer....... I've been talking to a guy on the internet... luckily he is 1000 miles away.  He says all the right things... but is not my type at all!  He gets personal at times..and I don't stop him.  Crazy huh? 

As long as I keep busy, I'm OK.  But the evenings are the worse.  The internet is a good companion.  I've talked to my analyst about this and she has made suggestiosn.... which I am not following.  Crazy huh?