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I CRYED,I WAS HURT TODAY Mood
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 | A General Update story

TODAY I WAS SOEmbarassedEMBARASSED OF BEING LORRIETHE PERSON THAT'S ON THE OUTSIDE OF THIS BODY I CRYED, AND CRYED,TODAY I WENT TO PHYSICAL THERPY,I'M ALREADY TRYING TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT FOR MY HEALTH,AND MY LOWER BACK,AND LEGS AND BUTOX HURT ME ALL THE TIME BUT STILL I RISE,,,ANYWAY I WAS REMINED OF ME NEEDING TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT TODAY, IN A NICE WAY MY DOCTOR PUT IT TO ME NICELY,,,,. OK I LEAVE TO GO TO THE LIBRARY,INSTEAD OF GOING TO THE LIBRARY, I WENT TO GO WORK OUT EARLY,I'M WALKING ACROSS THR STREET AND HERE WE GO AGAIN EVIL MEAN WOMEN,,LAUGHING AT

ME,WHAT HURT SO MUCH IS THAT THEY LET ME KNOW THEY WERE, LOOKING AND SMERKING IN MY FACE,,MY LIFE HAS CHANGED FOR THE BETTER,SO I DID NOT GO INTO MY OLD BAG ,,,,,,AND START TALKING AND WONTING TO PUT MY HANDS ON THEM ,ONE EVEN HAD THE NERVE TO KEEP LAUGHING AND SAY,,AND HOW YOU GETTING ALONG TO DAY,,MEAN WHILE THE OTHER ONE STILL LAUGHING,,I KINDLY SAID  ''I'M DOING JUST FINE I'M ON MY WAY TO CURVES TO BECOME A BETTER ME WITH A SMILE,,THEY WERE SILENT I WAS MIN'S

AWAY FROM THE DOOR THEY WATCHED ME WALK IN THR FRONT DOOR TO CURVES,,,

ONE OF THEM WASNT FAR FROM NEEDING CURVES HER SELF,,,ISTILL DIDN'T FEEL SO GOOD BECAUSE AS SONE AS I STARTED MY WORK OUT I STARTED TO CRY, I TRYED TO HOLD IT IN BUT , ON THE REAL I HURT EASY.....SO HURT I WALKED OUT IN TO THE HALL AND THE OTHER LADY 'TALKED TO ME AND MADE ME FEEL BETTER, ONE OF THEM WENT OUT THERE TO GET ON THEM THEY WENT BACK IN ,,I WAS SHOCKED ABOUT THAT REALLY,'M OK NOW,,,,.

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  1. heartgirl

    Sweetheart ... I am soooo sorry this happened to you today and I truly thank you for reaching out! The hurts we feel when others are insensitive are real and it is okay to cry. Crying simply is a release and, after the cry, we usually remarkably feel a little lighter.

    Now, I want you to know how brave and wonderful you are!!! You have so many things going for you ... the first of which is your depth of compassion and understanding as a human. You are supportive and understanding to everyone around you and you are simply light-years ahead of those two women. You have evolved farther along life's awareness path than they and it is truly you who should feel sorry for them. What are they doing to build their self-awareness and compassion to others???

    As for YOU and your effort .. you are quite Amazing!!! You have acknowledged a change you would like to make in your life, realized you have the power to change it, made a plan, are sticking with it even when times are difficult and still you persevere!!! WOWWWWW ... WHAT A WOMAN!!!!

    Am pleased as punch to be blessed with your friendship and certainly wouldn't trade you for 100 of them. Your beauty is inside you, outside you and all around you!!! GREAT BIG HUGGGSSSSS to a WONDERFULLY Talented and Intelligent Woman!!!

    Love and hugsss ... now SMILE ... YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!


    heartgirl

  2. girlfriend53

    I have always felt that there is a spark of goodness in everyone...but women...really sometimes I wonder..so nasty and heartless...I am so glad that you went to Curves...and wish you well on this monumental journey...to be a better you...


    girlfriend53

  3. ladybleu

    Oh Sass. Bitches are evil. Excuse my language, but they are. Females-when we don't feel so good about ourselves, we try to make others feel bad to make ourselves feel better. That's unfortunately the way we are. Don't let ANYONE get to you. Everytime someone tries, work harder. Whenever someone tries to take away your glory, pray for them. Pray that one day that will feel good enough about themselves that they won't have to make others feel bad. Shake 'em off girl. You are rockin', kickin butt and takin' names. I'm proud that you didn't give them the "sista girl beatdown" though. Shows growth. Love ya Sass~ LB


    ladybleu

  4. sunnyc

    AWWW !!!Sweetie I am so sorry they did that
    people can be so nasty and mean
    dont let anyone make you feel that way ,you do what you can do and dont stress about anything eles. You will lose the weight
    Stay strong my friend
    love U Caroline
    Love that Sass and your right!!!!


    sunnyc

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