wanting to be great
I have all these things I was to do, want to believe in, and act on, but it seems absurd in it's on way. Is it possible to live the life that I …
is feeling Good
is doing better.
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I've always been a bigger girl, but not "large." I did ok my freshman year in college, my sophomore year I went from 180 to about 220. I got to 240 and realized I was miserable- I often had horrible thoughts and desires to do drastic things to "fix it." I know it was irrational, but I couldn't help it. I'm down 20 pounds now and feeling great! My biggest fear is to seem selfish. I have interesting and negative stuff with some family members (narcissism and depression) and I'm terrified of looking like I am that. My dad is a hypnotherapist and that's pretty cool. I just joined the Catholic Church and I really enjoy it. I have an amazing boyfriend Turner who has helped me become stronger and a better person. I love him to death! I'm a music major, I want to teach middle or high school. I'm a member of Sigma Alpha Iota and love my sisters. I want to have tons of friends and I love to be there to support people through hard times. I also always need lots of positive input and people to help me stay on track!
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flutestarkiss9 replied to astrogirl11820003’s discussion post Clean Eating? in the Diets & Weight Maintenance support group 7:51pm
Me neither! I hope someone knows!…
flutestarkiss9 gave laurel56 a High Five 10:27am
thanks! I've been doing the elliptical- it helps me get the speed without the impact on my knees. I don't…
flutestarkiss9 replied to Lizzie’s discussion post Some UK news articles for you in the Obesity support group 9:44am
Rising obesity needs to be thought of as a sociological phenomenon not a physiological one. I disagree…
flutestarkiss9 replied to ahollen1’s discussion post plants feel pain!?!?!?! in the Vegetarians & Vegans support group 9:35am
Interesting Cliff. Do you have a site or anything that that's from? I want to read it.…
flutestarkiss9 replied to hppywme’s discussion post Daily Plate in the Diets & Weight Maintenance support group 10:06pm
lol! I used to use sparkpeople.com and now trying out nutrimirror. It's all about what you want I guess!…
I have all these things I was to do, want to believe in, and act on, but it seems absurd in it's on way. Is it possible to live the life that I …
I've been losing lately and feeling really good! This week I haven't lost. It hasn't been perfect 100% calorie wise, but I'm still …
I don't know why I eat. I don't think when I eat. I go on autopilot and eat and eat until it's gone. I know it tastes good or something …
217! Yesterday's elliptical I still feel- debating on working out today- my right leg muscles are a little tight.
How's this coming? One thing I can recommend is when you feel like walking, do the jogging motion but slower. That way you can still meet your goal of running a mile! Just keep your knees up!
I hope your morning gets better!
Thanx!
Big hugs for a new day!!! Love always, ~FS :)
Loved your posts ... quite informative and truthful! ((Hugs)) Ranae
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I'm working on losing weight- about 80 pounds! I've started my diet changes but need to add exercise soon.
I'm interested in finding more Vegetarian dishes and ideas into my food!