christineurbanJOHN's Journal

I havent been on in a while ... just trying to enjoy my life and get on with it. My sisters grad party was june 28th and that was interesting. My uncle told me and my sister the reason why he didnt want us up there was because out of "respect" for my dad he didnt want my mom and jerry on the property because he knew my dad would be pissed. I told him that my dad wouldnt care because my mom and step dad are just there for support. My uncle is an asshole and I cannot stand him.

As much as we try to respect what we THINK our lost loved ones would want ... it is not about out lost loved ones anymore - its about the ones they left behind - its about us and us trying to mend the holes in our hearts and lives. So if I am feeling blue and I feel the need to go to my cabin ... well damnit I am bringing my mom - she has done so much for us so I want her there for me.