Journal Entry for February 24, 2007
I hate EVERYTHING includint my self... i can so see this happening... may will be here and instead of being 20 lbs highter i will be 20 lbs …

I hate EVERYTHING includint my self... i can so see this happening... may will be here and instead of being 20 lbs highter i will be 20 lbs …
ok today i ate a some what Normal breakfast. I havent done that in such a long time. I honestly hope i dont mess up today. I need to be strong i cant …
I feel like my mom judges me in everything i do... i will never be good enough for her, for any guy, for any teacher, i will never even be good …
I was having an ok day until like 1 hour ago.... i binged again..... why why why whywhy why why!????? i NEEEDD to stop.... i used to be so strong and …
ok well i am trying to eat like normal person.... i dont know why i LOVE food so much and why i end up bingeing everyday... i wish i always had …