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May 27, 2008 9:47pm
stupid finals....friendships suck, but i seem to be the only one who notices
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blankly
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About Me
Here's the spiel: I'm a girl. I have depression, anxiety and loads of other unpleasant treats in my bag. Everyday is pretty much boredom. I believe that sleep might possibly be the answer to everything {at least for me.} I like to keep things simple and tart. I'm also generally confused and so I often wish someone would figure this whole life thing out for me...Oh yeah && high school blows
Interests
knitting... singing... painting/drawing...reading... music... writing
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Tonight!
May 12, 2008 6:32pm
My last choir concert of the year is tonight. I like singing, but I hate my choir class. It's the seniors' last concert also (duh) so we have …
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Journal Entry for May 7, 2008
May 7, 2008 11:41pm
umm....yeah so this morning(around 8-8:15am) I rapped a rubber band around my finger for like fifteen minutes or until I couldn't get it off and …
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Volunteering?
May 3, 2008 9:56am
I've been getting emails from places that I can go to volunteer. I think I'm just afraid to do it though. To actually take on that …
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Journal Entry for May 3, 2008
May 3, 2008 9:54am
I just picked up the mellatonin my pysch. "prescribed" yesterday. I got to bed early last night. 6:30pm. I woke up @ 10 and then went back …
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Thanks you to! ive been doing pretty good what about you hun?
High Five
hell ya.
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awe thanks that was really nice of ya. im doing better now. *HUGGS*
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yea my daughter is a trip! hope you have a great day!
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im good, how are you? my daughter is on here and she hates school too, add her she is on my friends list named demoralized, i think yall have thing in common.
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I've been a SI-er for about four years. It hasn't been to bad for the past six months, but you never know. It could change.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Considering
- still considering
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I've been in it for five years and it's finally kickin' in....
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
- It has worked in the past, only now I don't really have anyone to talk to about it.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been depressed for about five years. It's really tough, especially as a teenager. I don't just have depressin and everything that goes along with that, I have school and friends and family and friends. I also have my future to think about. Everyday is a true struggle and I mean that in every sense of the word, but I'm still here... that's the amazing thing.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- I tried lexapro about a year or teo ago and it wasn't for me. I didn't feel a difference at all.
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- I'm a reallly negative thinker...I catastrophize every single thing, so positive thinking is a bit tough for me, but there are no negatives to doing it.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I've been in therapy with the same therapist for about the same amount of time that I've been depressed. I'm just glad my therapist has that kind of patience. Anyway, there are times when I feel it works and times when I don't. The other day she told me..."I"m going to work my ass off, but you have to works your ass off too...I'm not going to work harder than you."
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I'm a writer...a damn good one. -I tend to write about the past though, unless I'm journaling, so it doesn't always help to express my current feelings...
Open Bisexuality
i'm actually bicurious and i have been for a while. i'm just feeling things out.
Open High School Stress
Not only do I hate high school, I hate my high school. :)
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Whenever I have a problem at school I usually talk to my family or other people who are close to me and they assure me that, yeah high school sucks, but it won't always.
Open Migraine Headaches
I get headaches.....really horrible headaches that last for days.
Treatments
- Tylenol Working / Worked
Open Shyness
what can I say, I'ma bit timid
Treatments
- Singing Somewhat Helpful
- Socializing Somewhat Helpful
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