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metroldj's Profile

Feeling:		- Good
Gender:	Female
Age:	36
Interests: I love teaching and reading books. I enjoy working at kid's camps and working with youth.
About Me: I graduated college in the field of phsychology. I want to go back for a masters but can't just yet. I am married with two kids. I homeschool my kids and am enjoying just being a stay-at-home mom. I am a christian and very active in my church.

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Friday, May. 16

I am so glad that I am not a teenag...

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annenonimous (2:38 am)

sorry hon I had to go, thankyou for your prayers. love you and a wonderful day ahead for you , love ya sis xx
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jannis (7:20 pm)

Big Warm Hugs for you darlin..thank you always for your support and comments in my journal.Your support helps me heal and touchs my heart.Hope you have a peaceful weekend ......love light and blessings sent your way
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jannis (7:18 pm)

Congratualtions on finishing this goal of conquereing your fears! Truely courageous and amazing my friend.I am proud of you.I know that you did alot of hard inner work.....hugs

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Progress

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Goal Completed on May 16, 08

Goal Completed on May 16, 08

I also was abused by my father, two brothers, and two other men. I told on my dad but it seemed to cause even more pain because people asked questions that were so painful to answer and some labeled me as a future abuser. From that point on I never talked about it anymore. I just dealt with the other abuse until I was 18. I went for years trying to cover the pain up with staying busy. But now that doesn't work anymore. I fear intimacy and close friendships as a result.
Treatments
Talking (Working / Worked) It is starting to work because when I first started talking, I was overwhelmed by fear of what people would think about me. I think I am starting to open up more
20 Members 50 Posts

My father was physically and emotionally abusive to us as children. I have trouble letting people in because of that.
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Talking (Working / Worked) It is working
17 Members 77 Posts

Here lately I have been dealing with anxiety in relationships because I don't trust
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Positive Thinking (Working / Worked) Is getting better over time.
21 Members 116 Posts