My New Job!!
July 25, 2008 5:31pm
I amnow the Sales Lead/Managment of Aeropostle in The Lee Outlet Malls. They are located in Lee, Massachusetts.
I also work in my field at a …
craziecarebear’s Profile
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craziecarebear
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About Me
I am twenty six years old. No kids, not married. Graduated both Highschool and College. I live in a small town nestled in the area of Berkshire County Massachusetts. I grew up here not to bad of a place but... not much to do. I have not yet been diagnosed with Bi-polar but... Many family members and friends who love me feel I have it. I am returning to this site because prevoiusly I had an account and it disappeared. I have anxiety and have suffered from depression, I also have a kidney diesease that is rare but... people have heard of it Alports Kidney Syndrome. I think that pretty much sums me up you will read more as you look at my journal entries. God Bless!!
Interests
Love to be outdoors except for in the Winter Brrrrr!! 4 wheeling] Camping snowmobileing hiking singing dancing spending time with my childhood friends and their families and of course my family even though they are nutty and crazy!!
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Recent Activity
August 18
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craziecarebear commented on BipolarBear6101220’s journal entry Letter from DS -- WTF! 10:42pm
Yup I agree none of it was inappropriate and I love you!! Never let anyone tell you otherwise Congratulations…
June 9
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craziecarebear turned 26 12:00am
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GRADUATION! I am now a College Grad!
May 17, 2008 3:57pm
I am soooo having a great time! My best friend Nina put together a party for me after my Ceremony!!
The ceremony was such a rush I want …
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Lettig you all know I am still here!
May 1, 2008 5:21pm
I am still here, I just do not have everyday access to a computer or the internet. I am back in Massachusetts and I am very content as of right now! …
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Confused and Torn
March 28, 2008 9:22pm
I ams still in California and I LOVE IT!!! I don't want to go home but..... I have to!! Massachusetts is my home and it always will be. That is …
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Your life was never meant to be lived as a "fix" or "result of" someone else's choice's. No one should bear that burden. I hope you find peace. You have a friend in me if you should need.
Prayer
May God bless you and keep you in perfect peace. Here are some encouraging healing bible verses to uplift you. Remember, faith moves mountains and you can get through anything in the name of Jesus. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Exodus 23:25 And ye shall serve the LORD your God, and he shall bless thy bread, and thy water; and I will take sickness away from the midst of thee. Psalms 6:2 Have mercy upon me, O LORD; for I am weak: O LORD, heal me; for my bones are vexed. Psalm 103:3-4 Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies. Isaiah 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. Matthew 4:23 And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all manner of sickness and all manner of disease among the people. Jeremiah 17:14 Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise. Matthew 8:14-17 And when Jesus was come into Peter's house, he saw his wife's mother laid, and sick of a fever. And he touched her hand, and the fever left her: and she arose, and ministered unto them. When the even was come, they brought unto him many that were possessed with devils: and he cast out the spirits with his word, and healed all that were sick: That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Esaias the prophet, saying, Himself took our infirmities, and bare our sicknesses.
Prayer
You need to talk with everyone here and that does help make some of the sadness go away
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Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- It works some what... but... I am to anxoius so screaming ends up involved!!
- Lexapro Not Working
- I did not like it!! Not much of a pill person!
- Xanax Not Working
- Nope did not work for me either!! Like I said not much of a pill person!
Close Stress Management
I have a really hard time coping with what life hands to me. I have been dealing with much on my shoulders since I was 19 yrs. I am now going on 26 and it just seems that I always have a road block in path. I never have a path that clear for more than a year. every year that has gone by since I left highschool has been full of trials. I have not tried any of these self help techniques but... I am willing to try any suggestions to which one is best?
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingMy Gram (Babci) in Polish. She past awasy in May 2007 and I have not been able to get over it. I was with her everyday and depended more on her than my mom. Because my mom also depended on her as well. I cry I do let that out but to top it all off things went wrong in my life and now I live in her house with out her there and it don't look I will be getting my own place for a while. What do I do when it is weird with out her there? Plus her URN is there!
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Cryigng works well for the moment but... not long run. I only feel better on that day and that paticular moment!
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I was going to school and working. I was also in a relationship that was very hard so... my time was busy but... currently that is not my situation and it is hard to keep busy due to bad finances and things also come up where my money is gone before I can even pay for any kind od activity such as going to the Gym.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I pray all the time. I am Catholic and I grew up praying I even used to attend church. Now I just pray on my time. It does keep me strong to keep living and appreciate life and what I have but... I think that there needs to be more.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I have been reading since I was old enough to read. When I do read it helps because for that moment I am picturing what is going on in the book in my mind. I also enjoy reading books that are for self help they seem to be working the most.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I always try to remember the times I spent with my Babci. It does put a smile on my face. Plus it helps me realize that everything I learned from her made me who I am today.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My friends and family are a lot of help but.... I have to say that my friends support top the charts on my family. They were all there for the funeral and my family was amazed that not did my close friends whom I have been friends with since childhood showed up but... the associates showed up as well. I felt very proud to have eveyone of them there. Plus one of my friends lost her gram the same year just a few months before mine past so... we supported each other.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I seem to talk about it with one person my friend who lost her gram the same year I did. We are both very open with our feelings and we feel comfortable talking to each other. Christmas of 2007 we were together by the end of the day because we were so upset that it was our first Christmas with out our grammothers, so... we talked all night. We felt better after that.
Open Financial Challenges
I never cared. For the past 8 years since I was 18 yrs old I just let everything go. I was depressed shpped a lot for things I did not need. I also bounced a lot of checks and then just did not pay off credit cards and things of that nature. Now I am going on 26 and I am in the biggest dicth I have ever seen not really sure hoe to get out of it. The only thing I have done so far is listed below.
Treatments
- Debt Consolidation Working / Worked
- I recently just had a session. I budgeted with the person and then consoladated 6 accounts. Now I have to start the payments in March. I hoping this works out. Somday I would like to buy house, even if it is a house just for me.
Open Alport Syndrome
I have been diagnosed with diesease since I was 4yrs old. It runs in my grandfathers family. At this time I have no severe complications but I do watch my protein levels.
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