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Hello all... well its been a few days since I have written somehow this week was rather difficult at times...My focus …
Not having such a great week. I feel ashamed and weak. I am a Christian. I read the Bible. I guess I just have such a hard time 'trusting" the future will be good.
I worry, I am anxious.....but mostly I am so "starving for affection". I feel incredibly ashamed to feel that way at my age. I feel very insecure and wanting a new relationship but at the same time afraid that I will make the wrong choice or that I will be with someone who thinks they like and admire me only to find out they don't.
I ramble.
My focus today will be on my work. I know for sure that is one way I can help myself immediately and that is to focus in the present and get through this for a time.
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Add your supportHello all... well its been a few days since I have written somehow this week was rather difficult at times...My focus …
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