Willow56's Journal

Not having such a great week.  I feel ashamed and weak.  I am a Christian.  I read the Bible.  I guess I just have such a hard time 'trusting" the future will be good.

I worry, I am anxious.....but mostly I am so "starving for affection".  I feel incredibly ashamed to feel that way at my age.  I feel very insecure and wanting a new relationship but at the same time afraid that I will make the wrong choice or that I will be with someone who thinks they like and admire me only to find out they don't.

I ramble. 

My focus today will be on my work.  I know for sure that is one way I can help myself immediately and that is to focus in the present and get through this for a time.