
Each new day is a gift. Every moment is a gift! I am still not sure where I am going with it.
I still miss my x that left me for Cali every day. All he had to do was help to find me
a way there.......... and, now that i have a way there, he is not findable.
Acceptance is (one of) the keys to all our problems! Must focus on finding my own road
in life and finding a life that is for the help and betterment of others.
Barely making it financially. But, i am grateful, so grateful to be making it again!
Want to move out of this HEAT! God will make a way for that which is His as we seek
Him. And, that is the key. We must actively seek HIM and not just long to seek Him.
Also, going to the gym again - key to counteracting physical pain and depression! :)
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I depend on God's strength in all things! It is good. We are created to be a blessing to others and
to this world to reveal His life through our lives. Lord, may I do that today. Live through me.
One moment at a time. Each breath is a gift with purpose.
The massive depression has lifted. I have been making myself to be proactive for myself.
Getting out of myself each day. Seeking work. Have found one cleaning job and one
multi level marketing job....... Accupuncture has helped alot both with the depression and with
the pain...... it works with emotional issues as well. I know i want to do so much more
with my life. But, first thing is first. Now i will be able to just pay my basic bills
Not being alone in my quest has also shown me that i need to get back into shape and lose
a little weight. Not comfortable with myself. So, it is good. We are all here for a reason.
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I am open to any open doors that are out there! And, until then, I must also focus on bettering myself through getting myself back in shape physically so that i am not in so much pain all of the time and
detoxing off what meds i might be able to do without and being with my folks when they are in town while they are still here. They are getting older.
I am open to any travel opportunities that might be out there! Maybe I'll look into some short term missions work.
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life is a hugh hill we all must climb, u go girl !!!! phil
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