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Well, last night I felt like cutting so bad that I broke a glass to use, which in the end I threw out. Instead of cutting, I asked one of my flatmates if he wanted to come to the gym and so we went, and I got on the bike for 20minutes and biked a fair way, my legs and hips hurt, I was in agony but I couldn't let myself go home and cut, so instead I just pushed myself, until I hurt and thats what got me through the urge to cut. I am really proud of myself, I didn't give into my urges. Its been 5 days since I cut last and I must admit it hasn't been easy.
I haven't forced myself to be sick for about a week. God bulimia is so much easier for me to give up than cutting is. Maybe its coz I'm not a "serious" bulimic, idk.
I've lost a furthur 2lbs which is good, I supose
Ok better go home Nite everyone
Chrissie
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