well today was very hot so I took …
well today was very hot so I took the kids out and got them a slip and slide. They had so much fun, they already …
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Long day at work today.Will be putting in long hours until after Easter.Treated myself out to dinner cuz too tired to cook. The water in our town is contaminted so ordered milk with dinner lol. Came home and roomate is out for the night. Got in touch with some constructive anger and talked myself thru it. Feeling like I must watch my back as I don't know how my stbx is going to take divorce stuff lately. Feeling pretty empowered tho. I keep the anger to help me stay empowered and to not give in to his selfish demands. Just keeping my eyes focused on moving ahead. Keeping the anger of his keeping me prisoner in our marriage to get my fair share when he has never been fair in this marriage at all. I feel selfish for once in my life and it does feel pretty good. I know he will never see his ways,or ever apoligizing for the hurt he caused.I just must live what I have left of my life in peace and harmony....be true to me. He never really knew me....my dreams or passions in life. I'm trying to recreate some new goals for me. This is just a short stop to the real thing.If I don't resolve these issues,I will only have them hanging around my neck weighing down my goals. I'm having to modify a few things due to my feet problems.I know people have had many obstacles in their lives...I too can and have adapted. I don't want to come to the end of my life with regrets.So I will press on for the gold ring...the prize.
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