Journal Entry for June 10, 2008
June 10, 2008 11:36pm
The wireless capability on my laptop decided that it didn't need to work anymore, so now I have to send my whole laptop back to the manufacturer …
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PorcelinaSoma
is feeling Good
I really need a job.
About Me
I'm me!
Interests
I love music, taking walks (in nice weather of course), watching nerdy history and environmental stuff, talking to friends, and sleeping. Sleeping is my favorite!
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Recent Activity
Yesterday
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PorcelinaSoma changed their mood to Good 10:55am
Tuesday
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PorcelinaSoma updated their status 11:52am
I really need a job.…
Monday
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PorcelinaSoma updated their status 12:16pm
Feels... off....…
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PorcelinaSoma changed their mood to OK 12:16pm
Sunday
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PorcelinaSoma updated their status 11:04am
I just saw The Dark Knight and it was AMAZING!…
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2008
June 2, 2008 12:42am
We seem to sway back and forth from a state of total understanding, to slightly selfish. It's usually the former, so that's good. I just wish …
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Journal Entry for May 18, 2008
May 18, 2008 8:02pm
Our new ideas are really spicing things up! We can actually focus on pleasing each other without making the other miserable. And both of us are happy …
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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008
May 15, 2008 10:17pm
We're working things out now. I wanted to thank all of you who came to my aid with my last post and gave your imput. I sent my boyfriend a copy …
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Journal Entry for May 14, 2008
May 14, 2008 10:42pm
***Slightly Explicit*** ***May Trigger?***
I've come to the conclusion that my boyfriend just doesn't care about my past abuse. He …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by a boyfriend at the ages of 13 to 15. I have been struggling with my current relationships ever since.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I just feel worse because I let it get to me.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I joined a group that met once a week that talked about ways to cope. Listening to others was insightful.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Certain bands and types of music actually helped bring out the emotions I felt so I could understand them better.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- When I fall asleep, everything goes away. When I wake up, everything seems like less of a problem than it did before I went to sleep.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Everything from support groups to talking to my best friend. Works the best for me.
Close College Stress
I have very little time to myself. It seems like all I do is schoolwork, (very little) sleep, and sit around with my boyfriend.
Treatments
Open Healthy Relationships
My boyfriend and I fight about three things: sex, jealousy, and attention. It's stressful and I don't know how to end it for good.
Treatments
Open Phobia
I'm DEATHLY afraid of having my head under water. This can't be normal.
Treatments
- Acceptance Not Working
- It's too horrible.
Open Female Sexual Issues
Because of my abuse, I have a hard time orgasming. I only can under very specific conditions.
Open Self-Injury
I used to SI a while I was being abused, but I have long since stopped. Lately I've been tempted to do it more and more.
Open Financial Challenges
I'm stuggling to pull myself out of the financial rut that my parents raised me in.
Treatments
- Earn Money Working / Worked
- It's the only thing that does work.
Open Teen Sexuality
I'm extremely sexually active, haha! Just wanted to share some stories and advice.
Open Pet Bereavement
My dog, that I've had for almost 15 years, just died.
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