skeletons- my story part 3
June 7, 2008 11:22am
It's like the bones come together from a pile on the floor to form a full skeleton. pieces of hidden memories coming together to form a story... …
ifihadwingz’s Profile
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ifihadwingz
is feeling OK
so scared, confused, lost.
About Me
Well I'm not normal for a start lol. I'm also not a fake, I used to be, now I hate it. Why not be yourself? I am on the road to recovery from self injury, an eating disorder and major depression. The way I'm doing isn't by counseling, meds or whatever, its by God. It's so awesome that I don't have to go on my prescribed meds or I dont need counseling, only God.
Interests
I'm, a bit on the right (lol!) side of the brain (in other words, not academic lol), I sing, dance, write, socialise, dream, and I'm passionate and stubborn... deal with it. lol
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Recent Activity
July 6
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ifihadwingz replied to lonlyemo’s discussion post found a way not to cut in the Self-Injury support group 8:55am
i did that, the scars stay 4 like ever. its not healthy and just as addictive.…
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ifihadwingz replied to troublegrl’s discussion post mental illness? in the Eating Disorders support group 8:53am
im not a fan of that label lol. i hate it. i refuse to let myself think 'i got a mental illness cos i…
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ifihadwingz changed their mood to OK 8:43am
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ifihadwingz replied to their discussion post suicide... in the Self-Injury support group 8:43am
thank u. yea he listens, just sumtiems its hard to kno that in ur heart ae…
July 3
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ifihadwingz and ScaredandScarred are now friends 7:16am
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Journal
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so not cutting....
June 7, 2008 10:53am
its been SO hard lately not to cut. its so weird... i just got fired from the easiest job around (washing dishes), found out i dont have a friend in …
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skeletons - part 2 My story
May 22, 2008 4:12am
Her life seems to just spiral out of control, and no matter how hard she tries to 'get better' it just seems to get worse. But underneath it …
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skeletons- my story part 1
May 21, 2008 8:04am
She brushes her thick, blonde hair in the mirror... Just like every other morning, knowing full well every hairdresser drools over it... but …
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still 'clean'
May 21, 2008 7:34am
its been 4 weeks now.. or 5? not sure, been a while anyway. im so happy that iv managed that long. to be honest, its only been, litrilly by God's …
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Hugbook
Hug
hey i wanted to send u some HUGS....i haven't seen u on in awhile and i hope u r ok
Gold Star
Well done,I say! I'm very proud if you for going this long and coming this far,with your gaol!!
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Hug
ya i guess so....i don't know, don't like to worry bout myself
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Hug
that's really good that u have such faith and hope in Him....i do too, but i have a hard time asking for things for myself
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Hug
i sent u a message with a story that i love, i hope u like it
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i have been self injuring for most my life. i hate it now, (yea i had to learn to) and now i have a tonne of scars. dont do it. its never worth it. and NEVER the answer.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- i dont have ppl to talk to a lot of the time
Close Panic Attacks
had panic attacks before. up to 4 a day. was kinda scary. id breathe fast, shake, and have to harm myself... or at least cry.
Open Eating Disorders
I have struggled with starving myself and binging, i find it hard to control most the time.
Open Depression
been depressed for 4 years now :(
Treatments
- Prozac Considering
- ha! i was prescribed it.. not gna take it i think
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- best yet
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- well yer.. only wen i come up with sumfn good
Open Teen Sexuality
ifihadwingz hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Treatments
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- i lost 10 kg on it. now i find it hard control my eating again.
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Snapshot
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