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Friday, July 18, 2008 | A Sad story

Well today has been a very hard day for me.First off i found out my sister is in jail for violating her probatsion and has ten years over her head!She pissed dirty and they took her straight to jail!She let her drug addiction get the best of her and left two kids behind,im trying to think of this as a positive thing for her to detox and have time to think about her life and realize what shes wasting away!I have always tried my best to protect her and try to get her on the right track but i guess she never wanted it so no matter what i did didnt help!I dont wish jail on anyone but i hope she will turn her life around!

Ofcourse thats not the only bad thing that happened today!My theropist's office called about a week ago and canceled my appt. with him,and told me he would call and resecudule well since its been a week i called wondering if everything was ok with him and they told me he was in the hospital but couldnt tell me why!So im very worried and upset because he was the first theropist that i could talk to and relate to ,he was more than my theropist he was my friend.I have such a hard time opening up to people and i dont think i can start all over again with a new one.Im so worried about him and theres no way to find out how he is and its driving me nutz! On top of everything else going on im having a hard time trying to be strong!

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*big hugs* Im sorry everything seems to be going so badly right now.

mysticdawnie
I know what you mean about having a therapist you can talk to. I'm starting to think of my current therapist like that. I'm sorry your having a hard time right now. Lots of love.

jimbog316
hugs.. sorry that things are going bad for you rite now.

seaway
Prayers to you girlie. I hope things turn out positively for you, your sister, and your therapist.

BarnGirl
Boy when it rains it really pours. I re-learned that one the past couple of months! Hope things turn up 4 u! Take care + Big Hugs!
Brandon

BrandonH
i know it is hard i come from a long family of addicits and some that are addicited now but maybe some time in jail even if it is 6 months will give her time to get clean so look at the pos and cons but as soon as they get out that is the first thing they want so just be supportive hugs

bratpack
My sister called me this morning and she's out!

itsmetheresa
That's a good thing. You should talk to her about joining a 12 step program. Maybe she doesn't know what to do.

meg84
Im getting here to join this group also for help!

itsmetheresa
sory your life is in such turmoil right now...you tried your best for your sister and that's all you can do....hope things look up for you real soon xoxo

lunaticfringe
My thoughts are with you T. This is one of those moments where you have to use any outlet you have in order to vent and lean on. We are all here for support. Please keep us updated. xoxo. M.

NJgrl
sorry that you are going through such a tough time. hopefully your sister will get the help that she needs. i hope your therapist is gonna be ok. i know how hard it is to open up some new. hang in there sweetie. i hope things get better for you soon. hugs.

joankmli