Journal Entry for June 4, 2008
June 4, 2008 9:53pm
No grad school.
No Job.
No money.
No way to pay my bills.
Refusing to eat makes me sick.
Can't afford therapy or meds.
Refusal to go to a lock …
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*sigh* I have had my trust betrayed too many times, friends requests will only be accepted once I get to know you.
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I'm open to talking about pretty much anything. If you want to know about me, just message me. I have a fully hollow mind.
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Suicide is my grad present to myself.
May 10, 2008 10:28am
Just so you all know I am a failure. Today was suppose to be a celebration of my graduation from college. But it is more like a funeral …
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Confessions...
May 2, 2008 10:07am
My name is Liti and two years ago I was raped.
For a year and a half I ignored it and acted like nothing happened. I was not ready …
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I'm out
April 27, 2008 7:42pm
I'm an anorexic, alcoholic, insomniac, cutter who has OCD and depression that got raped.
No one wants do deal with a crazy …
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Just ignore this as if it wasn't even here. Just like me.
April 23, 2008 4:24am
Well sleep is impossible so once again I sit here writing you with my worthless words that echo through my head and radiate through my soul.Just so …
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Close Rape
I was terrified, angry, humiliated, ashamed and so much more all at once. When I talk about it sometimes I get really scared and shake.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- Christian counseling helped.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I just had to find the right person to talk to. Because it seemed I found all the wrong people before I found the right one.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have a counting compulsion, and at times get stuck in mind games. I have repetitive thoughts about people I love actually not loving me and leaving me.
Open Depression
Since I was very young I have faced this. Right now, I'm doing alot better.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Alcoholism
I'm doing much better now. I just dread the day when I fall back into the pit I was in.
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