I am not very good at this journal …
I am not very good at this journal thing. I do think it is going to be helpful though. Had a small break down …
HI guys,
What a week I had my back-up was on vacation, so I am at work from 8:00 am to 7:00 pm,
my boss is a real a??. Next week should be better. When I write my journals it is not to hurt anyone, it is just how I feel. When someone you care about and love doesn't talk to you about what is going on, all kinds of doubts enter your mind, you really do not what to assume-we all know what that means. I hope who ever reads this does not take offense,because it is not meant to be hurtful,especially if you do not know them. Alot of gossip goes on here it is like a Soap Opera, and if anyone whats to know something about me they should just ask,because it may not be about them. We often do not know the real person on the other side of the computer and they do not know us. I believe it is a safe zone, sometimes situations become fantsay because some of us do not want to face reality.When you are with someone and you create a fantsay with someone you hurt the people you are with in reality. Some of us do not want to face reality because of the pain of the past and what is going on in the present. Hiding will not make it go away, and drinking will not make it disappear. I do not like some of my realities, but I face them and move on even though it sometimes is painful. I treat my life like a book each day may be a chapter, you grow from life experiences and some couse pain and some cause happiness-I hope my has a happy ending-Life is precious and a gift.
Thanks Guys
Angel52
I am not very good at this journal thing. I do think it is going to be helpful though. Had a small break down …
HI..feeling yukky today, slept all day til 3pm..my meds are making me super sleepy..don;t like to sleep all day..I am …
I am so tired and worn down today. I was so ready to get to our counseling appointment today and really lay down how I …
I hope you have a nice relaxing weekend to make up for the miserable week. Hopefully next week will be more relaxed. Hugs!
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