I'm Gonna Pay For This!
July 18, 2008 1:31pm
Me, My Cousin Tina & my mate, Tracey are about to start on a bottle of vodka & a few cans of Red Bull. I have taken all the nessecary …
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No1HarryFan
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Hangover isn't half as bad as I thought it would be so that's cool!
Recently: 4 hugs received, 3 discussion replies more …
About Me
My name is Diane & I choose my avatars to fit my mood. And I'm sorry but I no longer accept friend invites unless I know you. I have depression & anxiety which I have suffered with for a long time now. I also have big anger issues which have only started within the last year or two. I suffer from eczema too which adds to my anger & depression.
Interests
My avatars always remain Harry Potter orientated no-matter my mood I enjoy reading fantasy books, writing, walking, trivia, martials arts and watching movies (Not the scary kind though lol) Oh and helping ppl whenever I can
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Recent Activity
Saturday
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No1HarryFan replied to mamaluv’s discussion post SHOUT OUT FOR JAZZERGIRL! in the Depression support group 4:46am
Jazzergirl is just cool!…
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No1HarryFan updated their status 4:43am
Hangover isn't half as bad as I thought it would be so that's cool!…
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No1HarryFan commented on their journal entry I'm Gonna Pay For This! 4:43am
I think that comment was supposed to be made by StarKid, not me…
Friday
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No1HarryFan commented on StarKid’s journal entry Introductions! 7:29pm
I'll always be here to help you! No matter what!…
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No1HarryFan wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: Welcoming my cousin! 7:26pm
Please welcome StarKid to DS with as much support as you all showed me when I first joined. I know it…
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NEW CAMERA!
July 14, 2008 12:27pm
I've just bought myself a new camera & it's sooo cool. It's 12 megapixels & HD. I've always loved photography but never …
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Goal update or not???????
July 9, 2008 4:12am
I don't know weither I should have this entry as a goal update or not. Probably not. But it was really weird. As I lay awake in bed last night my …
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Explaining my avatars
July 7, 2008 8:55am
As I have said on my profile, my avatars are always Harry Potter-orientated but they do show the mood I am in. The one I have just uploaded is the …
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBe warned it's a long one. When I was 7 years old I lost my Mother to a brain tumour,shortly after I lost my friends & most of my family when we moved house. I have been bullied all through school which at the end of I was expelled which I now really regret. I was sexually harrassed and abused at my first job when I was only 16. my first real relationship I was beaten. Those are just a few things that really can play on my mind but if I were to list all it would take more than 500 characters
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I have a lot of ill feeling to some of my family & the ones that I don't are suffering from depression too
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It feels as if I can let out my feelings without being judged by either someone I know or anybody I don't
Close Anger Management
I started having problems about two years ago. it wasn't so bad at first but now I can flip at the slightest little thing
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy Mother died in 1989 and it still really hurts. I was only 7 at the time but the pain still hasn't gone away
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Crying helps for a little while but it never lasts
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I get angry at the hospital where she was b4 she died
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Pets are great listeners but I can't ask my dog his advice
- Reading Working / Worked
- It occupies my mind
Open Pet Bereavement
My dog, Teebo died of stomach cancer in 2005. It was totally unexpected and really hurt. Now I can lay awake at night and cry because I didn't say goodbye to him or get enough photos of him. It still really hurts & makes me feel guilty.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I'm fat. What more can I say?
Treatments
- Dancing Working / Worked
- It worked alot when I did dance but now I don't have the energy or motivation
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