AGH!
April 16, 2008 8:33pm
I am becoming more and more frustrated with the lack of respect I am being shown. I do such hard work and pour a lot of effort into certain things …
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As of late, I've been more and more depressed. I hate my life and what is going on in it. I am a troubled teenager who has issues scattered across the map. From depression, to financial issues, I've got a lot on my plate. I hate my father because he is a lying bastard. Currently I am a sophomore in college, but honestly, I don't know what I want to do with my life. I don't really have friends and I'm alone quite often. I am falling back into a depression yet again, one that I went through 3 years ago.
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Friday, February 29, 2008
February 29, 2008 9:36am
i dont know why i am this way. i feel pathetic for it. i can't entirely get over things and you are the main one. i love you to death but hate u …
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
February 26, 2008 9:43pm
i hate my life......
my dad is a fuckup who I want to rot and burn in hell more than any other person in the world. he is a lying scumbag that i …
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Journal Entry for February 22, 2008
February 22, 2008 9:58pm
Before I begin, I realize that I haven't been using this site as much as I thought I would. I could be using it more but i dont know. anyways, …
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Journal Entry for February 10, 2008
February 10, 2008 12:33am
I've slipped back into somewhat of a depression. I really don't know what to do anymore. There is so much shit happening around me, I …
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you okay bub??
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hang in there im thinkin of yaa.. things have gotten better for me, and they were just as bad as how your feeling now. keep faith. xoxo
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gaaw people i wasnt saying that to be mean, i was just mad that he would think that because i do care about him.
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Close Financial Challenges
basically, im not dirt poor but pretty damn close. things are pretty messed up becuse of my father financially and i really have to fend for myself on money and can't count on him or anyone else.
Treatments
- Earn Money Somewhat Helpful
- i had a job over the summer but haven't had one since so im getting nowhere here in the job department
- Holding a Garage Sale Not Working
- all we (my family and i) have is junky things that no one really want to buy or do anything with and we have put it into storage. all the $#!+ keeps piling up and more and more junk is collected
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- i took this back when i was on meds for the longest period of time. after awhile, i just stopped taking it b/c after i missed two dosages in a row, i had really bad side effects
- Lexapro Not Working
- i think i was on this and it had no positive effect
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Prozac Working / Worked
- this was the last thing i was on a couple of years ago and it seemed to have worked but i dont remember
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i've been to a psychiatrist and psychologist. both were ok, but the only benefit to the psychiatrist was that i could be prescribed meds. certain things didnt really work but someitmes that talking with a professional part did.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- its hard to truly say. i can only trust one friend truly though sometimes i don't think she even cares. i still feel safe telling her things.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- took this in 2002 or so and it didn't really help
- Writing Working / Worked
- writing has made me express my thoughts even if no body can read it and it helps to put things on paper instead of keeping them bottled up inside
- Zoloft Considering
- id consider this if and when i go back to a therapist
Open Self-Injury
About three years ago, I used to cut my wrists. I don't recall exactly how long this went on but after awhile I was cutting my leg as well. I think after my parents found out and eventually moving out of my depression at that time, I faded away from it. I am back into my depression and am fighting hard not to pick up this old habit.
Open College Stress
I am a culinary major at Johnson and Wales in Providence, Rhode Island currently
Open Pet Bereavement
in nov. 07, we had to put my bernese mountain dog Sampson down. he was 9 and a half, which is great for a breed w/ the 2nd shortest expectancy @ 7 years. i miss him a lot, especially at this time of year w/ all the snow since it was his favorite thing. i know i am lucky to be blessed with two other berners but i miss him the most. i was the only one w/the vet in the room when it all happened just like when i was 8 and had to put my dog chloe down too. i miss them both dearly, especially Sampson
Open Family Issues
my family, if u can call it that, is fucked up mainly b/c of my father who is the biggest liar bastard on the face of the planet
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- hah, no way in hell did this ever work
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- the shrink never rlly understood, jsut like most ppl b.c my dad twists things so much with his lies
- Talking Not Working
- my dads a lying sack of shit so talking gets nowhere
Open Depression - Teen
same as my normal depression, just i am a teenager
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
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