just an update...:)
Well, the challenges keep on a coming, but Im finding that if I keep a positive attitude, I can face them all head on & its been working …
is feeling Good
I am currently unemployed after suffering a breakdown earlier this year because of a sexual assult that happened in 2006.. I have ptsd from severe childhood abuse, both physical & sexual, as well as abuse into adulthood....update, I have now begun to have severe panic/anxiety attacks in the past few months. It has gotten so bad that I cant even leave my bedroom. I wont leave the house for anything, turned off my phone & wont answer my door out of fear. I know this isnt normal, I used to be very outgoing & fearless, will I ever get back to normal again? I am so scared...
I love animals, pool, music, driving to 'nowhere' just to get away....
robyn wrote a journal entry: just an update...:) 5:28pm
Well, the challenges keep on a coming, but Im finding that if I keep a positive attitude, I can face…
robyn gave baldrocker Flowers 5:21pm
Just a lil' something to brighten your day...you rock!! :)…
robyn gave baldrocker a Kiss 4:44pm
Flip lips back to ya from my 2 four legged boys, Jack & Simon. You rock buddy, just keep on keepin' on,…
robyn gave Ellocin a Hug 11:56am
Just sending a HUGE hug right back to ya...hang in there, my friend :)…
robyn commented on Ellocin’s journal entry Journal Entry for September 22, 2008 8:57pm
Hey sweetie, Things WILL get better, I promise. As a woman who has been & is still in 'recovery', its…
Well, the challenges keep on a coming, but Im finding that if I keep a positive attitude, I can face them all head on & its been working …
Well, the date was a dud, he was a nice guy, but he lied to me about himself and I sent him packin...lol..thats what I get for trying to meet guys on …
Im actually going on my first date in 2 years on Saturday..wish me luck!
Well, its been nice having my 'freedom' back., meaning being able to leave my house to go do things, but Im finding that my trust level is at …
Well, I did it, I went to my daughters graduation & survived with minimal anxiety, guess I was too proud to think of anything else. The next day …
your awesome in my book!
Flip lips from both my four legged girls!!! Also - thanks chica, your a good woman in my book!
Thanks for the comment on my journal it means so much. ***HUGS*** Take care.
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For our b-day girl!
see above, that has become my whole life at this point and I want better. I am extremely angry that the quality of my life is 0, that i have to spend my life alone because I am unable to form any healthy relationships
I have been diagnosed with so many different things, but my doctor says it all ties in with ptsd. I would like to find a way to manage my symptoms without medications if possible, as drugs are aphobia of mine. any suggestions?
I have ptsd, and have had anxiety /panic ptetty much my whole life. It seems to be getting worse now, I cant even leave my bedroom, wont answe the door & turned off my phone out of fear. This isnt normal, will I ever get better?
I was severely abused for 8 years as a chil, as well as abuse into adulthood.
was abused for 8 years as a child, as well as several times as an adult
because my illness is so severe, I cannot work at this time so am trying to live on next to no money. currently waiting for social security decision, been waiting almost 2 years. It has been a horrible struggle just to make ends meet & pay my bills with just under 80.00 a month (child support) to live on. Wish our wonderful government would quit sending our money to other countries & help more of us americans who are suffering right here.
after years of anxiety/panic attacks, it has evolved into parylizing agoraphobia, so bad I havent been able to leave my house in over a month.
My daughters father commited suicide over Christmas weekend..2007