Well I thought I was done for the …
Well I thought I was done for the day but here I am again. Writing all this down seems to help a little. I am having a …

does anyone else ever get this? where you just want to pack up and leave you behind...fresh start?...fresh people? i mean i dont exactly wanna lose my family but my friends here well whole new story.
some times i get the feeling like i could disappear of th face of the earth and not one of my friends here would notice...y,know...i think that i could move halfway across the world and they wouldnt bat an eyelid...isnt it funny though... the one time i really need my best friend...the ones i see to be true friends...are half way around the world...i so wish i lived with them...one day i will be free...one day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSaL-mLA-IY&feature=related
a week to go till im a full adult in the eyes of the uk government =) =( thats good and bad....but hey just coz i am growed up dont mean i have to act it right??? right??? i dont wanna be growed up...ive only just got to have a proper like father figure...if i grow up ill lose that =(
not to mention im physically hurting...i hurt my head and both arms and my back and legs when my little brother was in a rush to get down stairs he made me fall down them...i banged my head on the wall on the way down =(
man im pathetic...=(
be safe
hannah out
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you are far from pathetic my sweet. and although i live across the pond im as close to your heart as you let me be. i will not ever give up on you and i will never go anywhere. you dont have to grow up mentally sweetie! just because you turn 18 doesnt mean that your mind must act the same age. although you already take on much as the 18 yr olds do, you can hold on to your childhood for the rest of your life if you want to.
gwynnedolynSkie
thnx abby...xxx
Pookienugget
as always, i am here to help
gwynnedolynSkie
thanx abby again love yu loads xxx
Pookienugget
I've felt like that plenty of times. It's ok, you'll get out soon enough. And when it comes to growing up, you don't have to. I know 70 yr olds that have bright green mohawks, smoke herb, and go raving virtually every night lol It doesn't matter how old you are, it matters on what you feel. So keep being a kid, life's more fun that way ^^
NikiPanda
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thanx niki panda... im sure ill get out of it just so hard =( xxx
Pookienugget