hannahf1234's Journal

its happened at last, i can no longer be unreachable and strong like i have been for years. if you have read previous journals you may have seen my mood deteriorate. ive finally cracked under the strain.

tonight i was playing around on the internet and im well worried about the girl i love and my mum is not being the upportie person i always saw her to be, shes changed. shes forever saying to me that i cannot get involved and worry too much, or you cant really know her. i dont let this get to me it washes over my head, ive always blocked it out because i know my feelings better tan anyone and they tell me to keep trying but to be constantly reminded that my mum dosent  trust my choice hurts, i cried for the first time in ages, i give up im useless and cant help anyone. i might as well give up all i do is fail people. i failmy mum as a daughter, i fail my love as her GF, and i fail myself and friends because i am sooo fucking messed up.

im sorry if i ever hurt you people on here...

hannah out