hannahf1234's Journal

this song goes out to all those in hard long distance relationships.

westlife: no place that far.

I can't imagine any greater fear
Than waking up without you here
And though the sun would still shine on
My whole world would all be gone
But not for long

If I had to run
If I had to crawl
If I had to swim a hundred rivers
Just to climb a thousand walls
Always know that I would find a way
To get to where you are
There's no place that far

It wouldn't matter why we're apart
Lonely months, two stubborn hearts
Nothing short of God above
Could turn me away from your love
I need you that much

[Chorus]

i have wrote anouther letter this time to my GF.

hey baby.

i dont know where you are or whats wrong all i know is what CJ has told me, i know she has your phone and has bee txting me...at first it was fine but i got upset at her fo not telling me what was wrong with you. CJ is a good friend i can tell that she truely cares for you. baby im sooo lost without you, i just wish i knew wat was wrong so i can make it better, i know you cant read this because of reasons mentioned, but i want to apoligie for not knowing all that  should, for not being there for you as much as i could have, for being wrapped up in college and work and family and moving that i didnt peice the puzzle together, im saving my money you know, hopefully when your better i can pay to come down there and just treat ou like the royalty that you deserve. im sorry if i ever hurt you and i sorry im the worst GF ever, i hope this finds its way into your heart. i love you more than ive ever loved anyone. and you mean so much to me. thinking of you always.xxxx H.

i think i might show it to her when shes better when i can spk to her again but im not too sure.

well today was hecick and my lil bro is in a bad mood because my mum put him back on report because hes misbehaving. i know this sounds mad but my inner child keeps telling me its my fault...if i wasnt so good at studying alex may work because he dosent have to live up to being a good boi. it tells me that i work hard and acheive and alex wants the attention i get but he cant do it by being good so he does it by being bad that way he gets the attention. all the kids at the school were being horrible today all winging and crying i am not having a good time atm. im sick of feeling all alone in this small world, if laura and tegan  and lou didnt talk to me i would be totally alone until my grl could talk to me again. my mates get uncomfortable around me coz i do look at the talent and i like to talk my issues thro and im not going to mum she thinks its a phase and is way too stressed already because of the house

but on the brightside im off to malta in august fr two weeks!!!

hannah out.