Maria said she could lend me the money. I'm SO GRATEFUL. Had a good group yesterday. I let go of a secret about the diabetes. It feels good. Like something I can deal with now. Once I get the $$ from Maria, I'll be able to go to the doctor and get a Rx. Just feeling pretty happy right now. Not even feeling like I need to hold back on the happiness. At DA on Sunday, George said he had an epiphany about not waiting till he was done dealing with the abuse before he could be happy. He can be happy AND deal with the abuse. Its a good thought. I'm just going to let myself be happy. And that's ok.