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Still feeling good. Amazingly. I sent an email to Maria asking if I could borrow some money. It is so humbling. And humiliating. I feel like such a piece of shit when it comes to money. One thing Ashley said on Monday was helpful - the landlord pretty much said 'this is the last time'. And Ashley said "you wanted last month to be the last time". Yes. I'm not a devious, coniving bitch. This is just something I didn't learn. I'm really excited about dealing with the food. Well, maybe excited is a strong word, but I'm glad to have a direction to work. Its an amazing thing to feel good when nothing has really changed. In fact, things are actually worse. But internally, I'm doing better.
