Journal Entry for February 11, 2008
I had a really hard weekend. Things were collapsing on me mentally. I am feeling like the world is out to get me and my skin has not been …
is feeling Bad
I am one of the lucky few who loves my job. I am a dog daycare manager. I show and train dogs. I judge dogs. I am sick of feeling alone in my life and in my anxiety and depression.
Dogs
I had a really hard weekend. Things were collapsing on me mentally. I am feeling like the world is out to get me and my skin has not been …
I am so sick of being alone in my fight with anxiety and depression. Today I am going to do something different. I get no emotional support …
Hugs for your day.
How are you doing? I have decided to show Magic for her CD. My first shows are tentatively the first weekedn in May. Doing any showing or judging?
How are you doing? Did you give up on DS?
Wow, 16 titles. That's impressive. I love a dog with titles at both ends! I had a Doberman that passed the herding instinct test on sheep in Santa Fe. That's my most unusual claim to fame. I was most active in obedience putting titles on many dogs. I have done conformation, a few champions here and there Beagles and Toy Manchesters. I have also had a Doberman that was a registered therapy dog with TDI. Right now I am in an advanced obedience class with my Magic. I want to do agility with her once the weather gets nice.
Melissa got beat by an Irish from Canada. I haven't talked to her since Monday night. She did make a brief appearance with the three Irish on Fox New's show Fox and Friends yesterday morning. That was neat so we got to see her on TV even though it wasn't showing.
I have no idea why I am so lucky as to suffer from this. You name it, I suffer from it and it is getting so old. I am going nowhere in life really fast.
Chronic depression has ruined my life. I have nothing at the age of 44. I am a recovering addict with 12 years off the stuff.