Journal Entry for October 23, 2007
First, alot has changed, my life has literally flopped upside down! First things first, I am now divorced. Kevin as most if no tall of you …

is feeling Good
I'm 20, I am recently divorced! I work 3 jobs! And life has really just taken a toll on me.
First, alot has changed, my life has literally flopped upside down! First things first, I am now divorced. Kevin as most if no tall of you …
Hey everyone, sorry I took off again, I know that I have a bad habit of doing that! I'll update later! But I need everyone to pray …
So I went to the doc AGAIN, and all of my results came back perfect, which is good but doesn't answer the big Q.What is going on? Why am I …
Well, work has been okay. but my personal life is getting rougher. I went to the docs last week and he had me get an x-ray for my back because …
Well i am feeling much better today! It is like night and day on how I feel today compared to last night, or even the rest of the week! I did go …
Hang in there sweety, I think we all feel like our lives fall apart at one time or another. Just hang in there. We Love ya.
Hi there, never seen your any of post, is everything is ok? add me in your friends list to have chat some time..thanks
Just thought I would make a quick stop.. give you a hug... see how you are doing and wish you a beautiful and wonderful weekend! Peace, Love and Light, Libelle
{{{{{HUGS}}}}} Hope all is going well with you. Take care and Hang in there.
Just wanted to stop by and give you a hug. Sorry I haven't been around a lot. things here have been crazy! Do have a beautiful and blessed day my friend! Peace, Love and Light, Libelle
Well I was 18 years old I had just gotten married. I was really sick all summer, in and out of emergency rooms doubled over in pain, not knowing what to do. after three months a doctor finally found out that I was pregnant with a tubel pregnancy and I miscarried 2 days after I found out. It was the most painful experience of my life and I just can't seem to get over it. I've tried to for it seems forever. I am now 20 and it still constantly hurts everyday. Why can't I get past this.
When I'm stressed I get really bad seizures at night that my loving husband is so kind in taking care of me.
I get depressed about life then I pull out the blade. But this time I can't
I'm overwieght and have been most of my life but honestly I don't turn to food for love , or anything I just keep gaining weight and I don't know why!
I started to date abusive men when I was 11 until 16 then I broke away, but I still have nightmares that keep myself and my husabnd up.
Well I am 20 and me and my husband haven't been able to preggo for two years and I just found out that I have PCOS.
Well I think that I have a anger problem, I feel like I'm boiling all of the time inside because of my past, I am a yeller and it hurts my husbnad alot, he grew up in a family that communicated when there was a problem but my family we yell and scream. And it is affecting our relationship.
I miscarried when I was 18 and I have had cycle problem since I was 14 and I constantly get ovarian cyst the size of grapefruits if not bigger that burst regularly.
My hub has alot of health problems, to the point of when we have sex he is in a ton of pain then I feel bad, so i never ititate it anymore,i figure that when he can he'll start it. But it is still difficult because I'm 20 and always wanting to be intimate with him like we used to. It used to be a couple times a day now it's maybe once a week. I feel guilty for feeling annoyed with this but at the sametime these are vaild feelings. I know that he feels bad, but it is still hard.
I used to CNA work and that is when my real back pain started. Then the last year I wake up about 2 in the morning not literally able to move, it was centered on the right lower side. If i do move then I start to cry. It doesn't matter what bed/couch/chair I sleep on, it all hurts the same. But recently the pain feels more like nerve pain then muscle pain. I can feel it start in my spinal cord and spread out like thin fingers of pain! I can't handle it anymore, I am at my breaking point!!